ive had rly weird nightmares/dreams but i put that down to dodgy pills and stuff - ketamine in a pill = no no

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i writed a song.

Alright, one of you all needs to stir some shit or something - I've got an hour to kill before class and I'd like to be entertained.

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Originally posted by RJT Alright, one of you all needs to stir some shit or something - I've got an hour to kill before class and I'd like to be entertained.

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Originally posted by RJT Alright, one of you all needs to stir some shit or something - I've got an hour to kill before class and I'd like to be entertained.

caela & echo of silence are dumb whores.














hopefully that'll do it

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Originally posted by notelfreak man i can't believe i tried to come off as responsible in that other thread, i am so full of shit just don't tell anyone

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Originally posted by Slylee caela & echo of silence are dumb whores. hopefully that'll do it

But in fairness, Echo isn't a dumb whore, she's just a misguided Dane (I think... Are we sure she's real? )

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Slylee, I'm not Ms. Cleo, I'm Celestial, with a real name Chris, under allias celestialmind on TA. I'm not saying you have to be a mass murderer, I'm talking about a person in general. I know you're not a bad person, nobody is born bad, people choose to be bad but that's mainly based on their life experiences, they're too weak to stand up against evil so they join it.

I broke a girls heart way back in highschool, nothing big you may think right? well, wrong, it came around to haunt me and kicked my ass for the next 10 years, just because of that. I've been doing nothing but trying to be good and help random people, for absolutely no reason other than to help for the past 4 years or so, with each good deed I did I erased one of the sins I've committed in the past, you're also put up to tests when you decide to go that way, pretty much just to find out how much crap can you take on in your life before you break down.

Slylee, you're here for a reason, everyone's here for a reason, find that reason and pursue it, I found mine 4 years ago, find yours and go with it, whatever it's gonna be I can almost guarantee you that one way or another it's gonna come down to you ending up helping people or affecting their lives in a positive way, one way or another. Find out something that you're good at, something that you have talent for and go that way. I don't know you so I can't specifically tell you what it is. I hope that helps. Let me know if you got any other questions.

As for now, I would try to do some good things if I were you, find out why that spirit is there, did you play with a quija board? if you did then you opened up the door to hell, which would explain the reason for the spirit to be there, if you feel like it's pressing down on you when you're trying to fall asleep then most likely it's not a good spirit, I hope you haven't seen exorcist 'cause that'll freak you out for real.

Wether you believe in God or not it's your choice, but you can't deny that that spirit exists in your room, you can't see it 'cause you're not gifted in that way but you know it's there. Do some good things for the next few weeks if you want and talk to the Big Guy up there to see if he can help you get the spirit away from you. Buy an angel figure and put holy water on it, that might help too.

But most of all,....





















be good.

ok but i was having the dreams about the "spirit" at my apt in miami, and now i'm having them at my mom's. did the spirit follow me? i'm pretty sure it's just my mindset lately. lots of stress can easily lead to weird, recurring nightmares and crazy, random dreams.

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Originally posted by notelfreak man i can't believe i tried to come off as responsible in that other thread, i am so full of shit just don't tell anyone

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Originally posted by celestialmind Slylee, I'm not Ms. Cleo, I'm Celestial, with a real name Chris, under allias celestialmind on TA. I'm not saying you have to be a mass murderer, I'm talking about a person in general. I know you're not a bad person, nobody is born bad, people choose to be bad but that's mainly based on their life experiences, they're too weak to stand up against evil so they join it. I broke a girls heart way back in highschool, nothing big you may think right? well, wrong, it came around to haunt me and kicked my ass for the next 10 years, just because of that. I've been doing nothing but trying to be good and help random people, for absolutely no reason other than to help for the past 4 years or so, with each good deed I did I erased one of the sins I've committed in the past, you're also put up to tests when you decide to go that way, pretty much just to find out how much crap can you take on in your life before you break down. Slylee, you're here for a reason, everyone's here for a reason, find that reason and pursue it, I found mine 4 years ago, find yours and go with it, whatever it's gonna be I can almost guarantee you that one way or another it's gonna come down to you ending up helping people or affecting their lives in a positive way, one way or another. Find out something that you're good at, something that you have talent for and go that way. I don't know you so I can't specifically tell you what it is. I hope that helps. Let me know if you got any other questions. As for now, I would try to do some good things if I were you, find out why that spirit is there, did you play with a quija board? if you did then you opened up the door to hell, which would explain the reason for the spirit to be there, if you feel like it's pressing down on you when you're trying to fall asleep then most likely it's not a good spirit, I hope you haven't seen exorcist 'cause that'll freak you out for real. Wether you believe in God or not it's your choice, but you can't deny that that spirit exists in your room, you can't see it 'cause you're not gifted in that way but you know it's there. Do some good things for the next few weeks if you want and talk to the Big Guy up there to see if he can help you get the spirit away from you. Buy an angel figure and put holy water on it, that might help too. But most of all,.... be good.

What's wrong with you?

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Originally posted by Slylee ok but i was having the dreams about the "spirit" at my apt in miami, and now i'm having them at my mom's. did the spirit follow me? i'm pretty sure it's just my mindset lately. lots of stress can easily lead to weird, recurring nightmares and crazy, random dreams.

If it wants your soul then it'll follow you, no matter where you are, all the way down to hell. If you haven't purposely killed anyone, then most likely you're not going straight to hell, you'll probably sit in a purgatory for a long ass time. As for the spirit following you, all it needs to do is think of a place and it's there, that's how it works, and so does astral projection, if you're astral traveling all you need to do is think of the place you want to be at and you're there, yes, with your astral body, still connected to your physical body through a silver/white imbilical cord attached to your head.

Does the spirit appear only in your dreams? I thought you said you felt it's presence even before falling asleep? Did you ever see it in your dream? If not then it doesn't want you to see it. Fill me in on this a little more so I can help you.

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Originally posted by UWM What's wrong with you?

Nothing, what's wrong with you?

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Originally posted by celestialmind If it wants your soul then it'll follow you, no matter where you are, all the way down to hell. If you haven't purposely killed anyone, then most likely you're not going straight to hell, you'll probably sit in a purgatory for a long ass time. As for the spirit following you, all it needs to do is think of a place and it's there, that's how it works, and so does astral projection, if you're astral traveling all you need to do is think of the place you want to be at and you're there, yes, with your astral body, still connected to your physical body through a silver/white imbilical cord attached to your head. Does the spirit appear only in your dreams? I thought you said you felt it's presence even before falling asleep? Did you ever see it in your dream? If not then it doesn't want you to see it. Fill me in on this a little more so I can help you.

i never actually see the spirit in physical form in my dream, i just know it's there. like it's flying around the room or something and i'm following it in my head because i know where its at and i'm scared it's going to jump in my body. and i dont feel its presence before sleeping, i just go to sleep normally. i've been sleeping lightly recently probably due to stress and a few times i woke up to the feeling of my body going into paralysis. or i would wake up, and start to feel the paralysis as i was dosing off again, and the paralysis would wake me up and i would fight it and make my body/mind wake up. then fall asleep all over again.

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Originally posted by notelfreak man i can't believe i tried to come off as responsible in that other thread, i am so full of shit just don't tell anyone

stop doing drugs.

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