50% happy
50% sad

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Mixed Genre Mixes [50s, 60s, 70s, 80s, 90s, 00s]:
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MGM 3 / MGM 2 / MGM 1


Electronic Dance Music Mixes:
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enferno: hang in there. things will get better!

Im happy, the most Ive been in 8 years. Could it be better? Sure. I know Im on the upswing so I know as long as I stay focused it will progress.

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I would haver to say that I'm pretty happy with my life. I, along with my gf, make pretty good money running our own business, I get to work from home which rocks, and I have a great relationship.

The only other thing I'm working towards is becoming an evil dictator. But hey, I'm only 27 - There's plenty of time for that.

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Am I happy with my life?

No, I'm not. Having lived in a bubble during most of my life, I'm still paying for my ignorance back in my teenage years. I didn't even know the choices I had back then, as there seemed to be no choices — I had to virtually rebel for everything, and as I reached my senior year in high school, I became lost and acted in what Sartre would've called "Bad Faith".

Sure, there was a turning point after I entered university, and my melancholy has become my "fuel" ever since, so I hope I can give you a different answer in 5~10 years time. But, yeah, whenever I realise where I am (facing a dilemma similar to an engineer who likes maths more than engineering itself), or how "late" I am compared to my high school friends, it sucks

Am I enjoying my life?

Actually, yes, I am. I've learnt to enjoy the aesthetics of melancholy (having studied Buddhism helps a lot), and I now realise that if there's a reason why I'm trying to fight the circumstances and do my best, that's because I'm not happy with the environment I'm living in. I'm now doing what I should've done 6 years ago. It's like fighting for a cause

What makes you feel alive?

Finding out how free I am. How I'm responsible for shaping my surroundings. In a dream, you're highly unconscious, as well as in a nightmare. That's the difference between being "alive" and being there.

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Originally posted by Sushipunk The only other thing I'm working towards is becoming an evil dictator. But hey, I'm only 27 - There's plenty of time for that.

You can have everything north of the NSW border (I was just going to gas them like puppies and kittens anyhow), I just want NSW, Vic, Tassie and NZ... for now.

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Originally posted by Lilith You can have everything north of the NSW border

I keep reading "NWS border", and wondering what kind of "everything" Lilith is talking about

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Thats because you have a poisoned brain... get your girl to cast the demons out with an electric drill. Home trepanned head, bound to be a new fad sooner or later and you'll be able to boast you where into it before it was cool.


fyi

NSW = New South Wales
Qld = Queensland

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Originally posted by Lilith Thats because you have a poisoned brain... get your girl to cast the demons out with an electric drill. Home trepanned head, bound to be a new fad sooner or later and you'll be able to boast you where into it before it was cool. fyi NSW = New South Wales Qld = Queensland

Heh, I know what NSW means, it's just the over-exposure to internet acronyms that distorts my mind

By the way, where can I complain about the non-existence of a New North Wales? And I demand an Eastern Australia too, for that matter, there's no symmetry!!!

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I don't know why they called the place New South Wales, place looks nothing like Wales, guess they where just low on ideas after 12 months of rum, sodomy and self abuse floating around in a wooden boat.

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Originally posted by Lilith I don't know why they called the place New South Wales, place looks nothing like Wales, guess they where just low on ideas after 12 months of rum, sodomy and self abuse floating around in a wooden boat.

lol

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i am happy, but @ the same time i need school to fucking END!!!!!! i just want to be done and then go on an internship and forget about studying and concentrate on work.


but i only want it to end because i dont like being in school, i do enjoy my leisure time while im not in school.

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