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| quote: | Originally posted by Slylee
If you can’t trust yourself to be around drugs and alcohol, then simply avoid situations where you’ll be faced with them all together. It’s hard…especially if you are heavily involved in the scene (DJing, promoting, etc…), which you are, so you should just accept the fact that you’re always going to be a raging alcoholic, and are always going to have hangovers. lol
If I get invited out w/ a group of friends who I know will be rolling or doing blow or getting wasted, and I really don’t feel like getting all cracked out, I’ll just pass on meeting up with them, because I know I’ll have a couple of drinks and be like, “ahh fuck it, gimme a 40 bag or a pill”. It’s boring I know, but when I wake up the next day around 10 and it’s beautiful out and I’m on my way to starbucks and my phone rings and it’s another sober friend asking me if I want to hit the beach or go get some breakfast, I’m happy with my decision.
If I want to party, it's on my terms and when it's convenient for me. I know who to call when I wanna get down. |
point taken. But - i haven't done drugs for 2 months now and last night's outing was a work-related outing. the thing is when i go out on weekends i have ample time to get some sleep and be okie-dokie. last night i went out knowing i had to work, had about 10 drinks knowing i'll be hungover, slept for around 7 hours and feel like utter shit. the paradox is that i know how i'm going to feel and completely hate myself the next morning but i still choose to do it. the other paradox is that this was never a problem until lately. as far back as december of last year I remember going out and getting jacked and powdering my nose all night and still getting to work on time the next morning. now i'm off the flour and drink less yet my hangovers are worse. two questions arise really - is it my lifestyle (stress, nutrition, sleep patterns) that is causing this. or has my body become completely destroyed from earlier party days.
COR VERSION: Is it gonna be like this forever or can I fix'it?
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