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Originally posted by [N]�k|��[Z] i have just seen my mum for the last time in god knows how long.. as tomorrow she is leaving to go live in france. everything was nice with relatives until i had to leave.. and hugged my mum and said good bye, then she starts crying and stuff.. which was horrible, as now im not sure what i feel like.. yeah sure ill see her again, but i just feel a bit like i should be crying, but im not. and the fact that she is going away to live in another country with a bastard that used to beat me, and if anything happens like a big argument, i wont be there staraight away to deck the bastard, makes me feel wierd. im not sure what to think or feel. has anyone else ever felt this like or had a simliar situation?

How could your mom let something like that go on? Nobody deserves to get abused.

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Originally posted by dj_alfi change your avatar for fucks sake.

I hate it!

I've been gone almost 5 months and I paid a visit 1 1/2 months ago.

BAD IDEA!

I was crying so much when I had to come back to New York.


Me saying bye to family part 2 was

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Originally posted by MeLLyMeL I hate it! I've been gone almost 5 months and I paid a visit 1 1/2 months ago. BAD IDEA! I was crying so much when I had to come back to New York. Me saying bye to family part 2 was

and now you and thomas are talking about moving to cali! even MORE expensive flights back home!

so ive just installed firewalls in my mum

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Originally posted by gehzumteufel i wish my father would leave his c/unt wife (shes my birth mother too). stupid bitch needs to be beaten so that she has no common sense. at least then shed have a reason to do the things she does. and although i feel that way about my fathers wife, i havent seen any of my immediate family with the exception of 1 of the 6 sisters i have in 5 years. because of this i hate the holidays. i cant stand them. i hope for the best in your situation but i totally understand how you feel.

yeah im srta the same.. i have a brother that lives like 10 minutes away, but dont really ever see him... my dad.. i have no relationship wth him at all.. never have done, but were not on bad terms or anything, just never had a father/son relationship with him.

and now just the sorta last year or so, im starting to have a good relationship with my mum, started seeing her more than i used to, and now she just left for france so im back to having no family again. im not heartbroken that shes gone.. it just sortya put things into perspective that im more alone than i thought i was

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Originally posted by Beatflux How could your mom let something like that go on? Nobody deserves to get abused.

well i didnt get my ass kicked everyday.. but he was more of just a general wanker to me.. made me come home early at night and stuff.. call me 'boy' anstead of by my name, other forms of degradation, always ready to give mer a bollocking for whatever silly little reason, and never appreciate anything good i did (baring in mind i wasnt a little bastard), with the odd beating everyonce in a while. thought cos he hada bad childhood that i should have one.

but yeah i know what you mean about my mum should have left him... but i dont think she wanted to go through another divorce, which i can completely understand.

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