Last time i cried was about an hour ago when i finished downloading

Aria - Willow (dj Tiestos Magikal Remake)

The emotions that it brought out in me just lit that fuse and i weaped... and weaped... and weaped...

I cry alot anyways, when im fealing depressed (alot lately) i'll just lie in bed and cry, for ages.

And i always feel better afterwards, it's like as though you are releasing all the bad feelings and memories out of you.

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Originally posted by lMIlk when i was pulled out of my mommy and the doctor slapped my ass

so 6 years ago??



haha, j/k.



crying is deemed gay. honestly, to me letting any emotion take you over is a sign of weakness. I've learned to block things out for the most part. Actually, that's not completely true, I don't block them out, I keep it inside, it's just more convenient. I feel a lot of rage and injustice on a regular basis, it's hard to keep composed sometimes, especially when you're dealing with really immature and petty losers who are on a lower level than you, but you gotta rise above, and it makes the sweet moments in life that much sweeter.

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I don't think it means your weak, just that you don't have total control over yourself.

Of course though, it does ball up emotions so that unless you let it out on occasion (I.E. going apeshit on a pillow, which I do occasionally) your gonna fester up until you explode and beat someone half to death. So you gotta be careful to not hide everything. It leads to fucked up places.

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Originally posted by Devbert When was the last time you cried, and what was it about?

when i split up with my g/f, quite a long while ago now

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Originally posted by Damo so 6 years ago??

no man, 12 years ago

I cried a few days ago while walking back home from the video store as I talked with my best friend on my cell. She made me realize that my twin sister and I really drew far apart, that we don't hang out any more at all and we don't know what's happening in each other's lives
We were always close, but since we moved in together more than a year and a half ago, we started hanging out with different people, worked different hours and went to classes at different times.. it always seemed that when she was home, I was away and vice versa. But, more importantly, she purposely stopped telling me things in defence that "I was never open towards anyone", which is partially true, but hey, that's me, I can't do much about that. She was always very talkative and open, and now she just suppresses everything inside her on purpose.
Well, it got worse, she doesn't even want to go for coffee unless someone else is coming with us
Her company means a lot to me and I don't have many true friends, all the people that are tangled in my life are just by-passers, we hang out together, but they're not real friends..
.........

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Originally posted by brunette I cried a few days ago while walking back home from the video store as I talked with my best friend on my cell. She made me realize that my twin sister and I really drew far apart, that we don't hang out any more at all and we don't know what's happening in each other's lives We were always close, but since we moved in together more than a year and a half ago, we started hanging out with different people, worked different hours and went to classes at different times.. it always seemed that when she was home, I was away and vice versa. But, more importantly, she purposely stopped telling me things in defence that "I was never open towards anyone", which is partially true, but hey, that's me, I can't do much about that. She was always very talkative and open, and now she just suppresses everything inside her on purpose. Well, it got worse, she doesn't even want to go for coffee unless someone else is coming with us Her company means a lot to me and I don't have many true friends, all the people that are tangled in my life are just by-passers, we hang out together, but they're not real friends.. .........

awwww...I'm sorry to hear that brunette Here's a hug.. *hugs* Heheh, if you want I can go for coffee with you any time, just let me know ...and don't worry, I'll talk more this time, hehe

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Originally posted by Devbert I don't know if it's society or whatever, but crying is just shunned when your a guy. I know I'm afraid to show my emotions, and I figure that's true with a lot of guys.

very true.. i would prolly cry more often, but i am a guy and i thing that it is wrong for me to cry over issues that i might find sad..


there is a german 'pop' song that mentioned that mentiones that 'Men cry alone'... it is true though.. i feel _VERY_ uncomfotable crying in public.. unless i am in pain, which is obvious..

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Originally posted by brunette I cried a few days ago while walking back home from the video store as I talked with my best friend on my cell. She made me realize that my twin sister and I really drew far apart, that we don't hang out any more at all and we don't know what's happening in each other's lives We were always close, but since we moved in together more than a year and a half ago, we started hanging out with different people, worked different hours and went to classes at different times.. it always seemed that when she was home, I was away and vice versa. But, more importantly, she purposely stopped telling me things in defence that "I was never open towards anyone", which is partially true, but hey, that's me, I can't do much about that. She was always very talkative and open, and now she just suppresses everything inside her on purpose. Well, it got worse, she doesn't even want to go for coffee unless someone else is coming with us Her company means a lot to me and I don't have many true friends, all the people that are tangled in my life are just by-passers, we hang out together, but they're not real friends.. .........

umm, stupid question, but have you told her what you just said? Maybe if you are open to her on this issue she will realize that you are missing her etc...

i am no psychiatrist..

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I see your 4 Crushs and raise you 3 As The Rush Comes. - Yan from PvD's first summerstage event in '03

lol i cried about an hour and a half ago listening to Sunscreem vs Push- please save me (vocal mix) hmmmmm..........

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Dumb Question ahead for brunette - how old are you and your sis?

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i'm 18...i think the last time i cried i was 14 or 15..i remember crying and then saying, "i'm a man, i'm not supposed to cry"..made up my mind never to cry again, and tho i have come close to crying for various reasons, i always remember that and control myself...now its like an ongoing record for me