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The only drug ive ever done is alcohol. no pot, shrooms anything. Honestly...the first thing Id try is E lol. I dont want to do any drugs, but I DO want to get the feeling you know? I can tweak myself out listening to trance and getting drunk, and I make myself hallucinate by staring at shit for a long time, I know it isnt the same, but its close enough for me to where I dont feel the need to do it. Ive had some tweaky shit happen to me, and half the time people think im stoned anyways, its just my style I guess but E... that intrigues me, you dont have any way of getting that feeling. You can run to get endorphins, but you have no real natual way to block the reuptake of seratonin and flood you system, except sex I guess...and that isnt an option at the moment but anyways. I have never been addicted to anything in my life. I stop taking medication the first time I start to think about taking them. I stop drinking until I can go at least 2 weeks without ever thinking "I need a beer". I just dont let shit weaken me. Id probably do E once, and then never again. I try not to stick my foot in the door, just my pinky toe then it gets pinched and I get it the hell out
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