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To whoever said that who commits suicide does it only for the attention, I hope you one day realise what you guys are saying: it's not a matter of attention, but being so sad that you cannot see any attention you might be given; it's not a matter of not being loved, because it always seems that it's not enough; and specially, it's not a matter of looking for something in life, but not being able to know what life is for.
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its not being weak, its feeling overwhelmed or in my case it was just not caring at all. i just wasnt happy and i had no idea why, i had plenty of friends, a beautiful girlfriend and a pretty good home life (yea i had fights with my mother, but what high school kid doesnt) . i would find myself in the middle of a party looking around at everyone having a good time and would just wonder what was wrong with me, i should be happy ... i have everything that the average kid wants and more. something was missing though.
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It's like I had seen me in a mirror.... the ending was a bit different though: when I was about to kill myself, I went to get a newspaper (I was gonna cut my wrists and I was stupidly concerned about the carpet) and by accident I read in it the buddhist phrase which says that pain is part of life (and I don't know how to put the rest in English). So I looked at the knife, looked at the newspaper and decided to learn more about it.
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