Ive never even tho ive had the probably the worst life out of everyone ive known. I knowyoung peps who want to or try cuz there life sux and they havent really lived with any happyness or dirtection and dont really know how good life can get so they hit the wall. Sad really, its funny that everyone i talk to whos got problems has a couple of really messed up chilish parents who really arent taking care of themselves let alone there kids(hint hint the cons of young pregnancy).

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been there done that not doing it again.. stupiditiy in my opinion.. but everyone has their own reasons and the only way out is by helping..

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Originally posted by jennypie
Because you're a filthy WHORE!

I used to be off and on depressed for a while but that was solved by just leaving my room every once in a while.

Did contemplate suicide (honestly how many can say they've gone their whole life without it) but obviously I never put much to it.

I, like I believe, ninety percent of people have at least thought about it. Even friggin self-actualized Oprah has. I have an anecdote regarding suicide. I was playing a game in one of my communication classes one day called (I think) "The Wind Blows For". It's a game where everyone places their chairs in a circle and you have someone in the middle standing that says "The Wind Blows For (fill in the blank)". And for those that this applies to they have to get up and try to find another seat and if they don't they are stuck in the middle and have to ask the next question. Well, someone said "The wind blows for people who have thought about suicide, just a passing thought". I stood up, assuming almost everyone in that class would be standing up and clambering for the nearest chair, and I was the only fucking one that stood up out of probably thirty people. It was slightly embarassing. But in the end, I feel sorry for those twenty or so people that couldn't admit it.

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Originally posted by CygnusX I voted 'No Way!', I think I just love this world too much.

hell yea...to many good things in life

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Originally posted by pnuemo what the fuck kind of stupid shit is this/!?!?

this is reality. life is not happiness all the time. life can really suck to the point where you don't whant to take it anymore.

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Suicide is a sad thing.
It is something that I could never committ and I hope that anyone that seriously contemplates doing so gets the help they need to turn themselves around. Saying that ending your life won't matter to anyone will forever be a false statement. It always affects someone.
Life's not easy, nor is it meant to be easy, but I love it regardless.

Live life, don't just let it happen.

I just found out today that a family friend committed suicide earlier this year. He jumped off a 100+ foot bridge. He was the kind of man of which you'd say: "he laughed the loudest, who'd have known?"... I still can't believe it. Rest in peace, Todd. Much love.

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no way, there are way to many people in the world that i love. I have however had 2 people that were very close to me commit suicide within 6 months of eachother. That was a very depressing time in my life, but it only made me realize how much suicide hurts the people around you.

it's always a quick solution to problems you dont want to deal with

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Originally posted by Muff2K it's always a quick solution to problems you dont want to deal with

... or you just can't solve ...

this may be my first intelligent post in 2000 odd, but here goes...

The thing most people don't understand is what being depressed actually is, it's not just when ur team loses the match or you see someone in the same outfit (girls there) There comes a point when everything gets to you, the hardest thing is not admitting it, but doing something about it. I suffer from serious seasonal deffective syndrome, and it can make me feel so low in winter, and it's not something one sunny day can fix, it's sadly something you live with. If you haven't been through it, theres no point trying to understand fully, cos you never will until it happens.

When ur depressed things get to you, maybe you become more agitated, irritable, unpredictable, but one thing does happen, and that is that you don't think rationally. You can tend after a while to see things in a bad way, and never see the good thing of stuff, I know, i'm there, people who wanna take the piss don't know anything, and should be shot to be honest.

Suicide is something that people turn to, as a way out of the routine, it is irrational yes, but you don't think like that, You get yelled at everyday for years, maybe people put you down, bully you, take the piss cos u don't fit in with the crowd, either way, it does affect you to a certain extent, and it's a choice.

With how shit my life is, I've had many times when I've considered it, but I've never had the guts to go through with it, and tbh without the support of certain TAs who know who they are, I probably wouldn't be here now, I don't see much else to live for, but when sum1 believes in you, it makes things a lot easier.

Personally, as sum1 whos been depressed for 7 years, Kai Tracid appeals to me, mainly cos of the lyrics which all mean something, like the following....

For just one day
I wanna break all regulations,
Because we all go the same way,
and we all pass the same stations.

For just one day
I wanna feel totally free,
no responsibilities, just everything is okay.
No desires, just surviving is the key.

For just one day
I wanna ignore our senseless fate,
Colours are victorious over the grey,
stop to get controlled by the state.

For just one day
I wanna forget the value of money and gold,
I wanna live life my way,
and loose my inhibition threshold.

One called Suicide
Have you ever thougt about committing suicide?
Leaving the world behind?

The sorrow, the pain and the fear
Of the unknown future

delivering from any human needs and pressure
in just one second

your cry for help is lost in this lonely world
in which you are completely alone

nobody helps you when you`re feeling down
and the loneliness is breaking your heart

it would be so simple to go down
the stairs of the final way

but the fear of the unknown world beyond,
of having nothing, of being nothing

keeps you on your designated way
and takes away your longing for self-destruction

that is why
you will never commit suicide


Too many times you have been high
Too many times you ran away, no need to cry
Too many times your body lies awake
Too many times these pills you take

Too many times you've woken up depressed
Too many times you put your life to the test
Too many times you've taken this trip
Too many times you have slipped

Too many times your body can't take
Too many times you've made a mistake
Too many times you haven't realized
Too many times your mind became paralyzed

Now whatever you make think to the music, words like that reach out, cos they verge on understanding, or describe situations that I'm used to, it's shit having to get up, remember to take 3 pills a day & barely manage to get about, hurting to do anything normal.

So Next time you see sum1 whos suicidal, don't think about laughing, there's no point, and if you push them over the edge, and believe me, if I was egged on in a reverse way, by sum1 laughing at me, daring me to do it, i'd probably do it, think before you say something, cos you don't need to understand their personal circumstances to get that they're low.

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4 ppl have already tried it!!!

wow

i love my self too much man... couldnt do it.. lol