This Wednesday makes 6 months since his passing. I can't believe it ;\

Half a year that he's not here... Half a year I thought he would be here for certain things and it has sucked doing them without him.

I am also 1 year away from graduating from a college that he also went to when he lived in NY. I was hoping he would see me through it. Love him and I think of him always. There really isn't a single day that goes by where I don't think of him.

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Although you are far away
I know you'll always be
Near to me
Near to me

R.I.P. DarkAngel 12-16-o9

Miss you so much...it's still really hard

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RIP my very dear friend...you have no idea how much you're missed <3

In memory of DarkAngel 1976 - 2009

Bro, you know that he's telling God that he may be a DJ, but that he needs to play more trance!

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Everyday should be a Saturday..

that last time I saw you

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RIP my very dear friend...you have no idea how much you're missed <3

In memory of DarkAngel 1976 - 2009

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Miss you.

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RIP my very dear friend...you have no idea how much you're missed <3

In memory of DarkAngel 1976 - 2009

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Originally posted by FallingMoon 1 more <3 Miss you.

o wow. This one makes me sad - he's doing the 'cheers' thing. ;\

If only I knew this would be the last time we all saw you . I am so grateful for these BBQ's we have where the whole gang can get together.

I have 1 hour train rides to and from work and sometimes I close my eyes and think of him and always get teary eyed. He's always on my mind. I am so glad he and I were so close...

Love him, love him.. always.

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Although you are far away
I know you'll always be
Near to me
Near to me

R.I.P. DarkAngel 12-16-o9

I was pondering how around the time he passed away I felt a huge desire to get together with him and catch up and for some reason it didn't work out. I was looking at the pictures AND videos that he took and has given me in various occasions in the past. I guess I'm feeling nostalgic today and was reminded of him and how I still can't believe what happened.
I know he's happier now in a better place.

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Upcoming:

Michael Andrews Feat. Gary Jules - Mad World (Grayed Out Mix)

I think one of the last things he was watching was the video from the o town road trip in May 04. I wasn't at that one and I didn't even know him back then but when I met him in October, he and I became really close. then 2 months later, we went to our first road trip together.

It was because of that party in May that he made me want to go and meet up the o town TA's in December. we were "road trip buddies" after that.


His family offered to give me that tape;[... It sucks to know that he was maybe reminiscing on happier times??

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Although you are far away
I know you'll always be
Near to me
Near to me

R.I.P. DarkAngel 12-16-o9

With all these trance bookings coming up I know it would have meant a lot to you <3

especially with KvA! I won't ever forget how much you loved Velvet Morning - I am REALLY hoping they play it. Regardless I will think of you that night but I know you'll be there with us in spirit.

Miss you Raul. Lots.

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RIP my very dear friend...you have no idea how much you're missed <3

In memory of DarkAngel 1976 - 2009

Raul certainly had awesome taste in music, I love Velvet Morning too

It's a real shame I didn't get to meet the guy

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How can sound exist if there's no one there to hear it?

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Originally posted by MeLLyMeL o wow. This one makes me sad - he's doing the 'cheers' thing. ;\ If only I knew this would be the last time we all saw you . I am so grateful for these BBQ's we have where the whole gang can get together. I have 1 hour train rides to and from work and sometimes I close my eyes and think of him and always get teary eyed. He's always on my mind. I am so glad he and I were so close... Love him, love him.. always.

OH MAN...I have tried to stay away from this thread only cause no matter how much time goes by??? Thoughts are always present...it's sad to think that Wagner and myself were not in this pic cause if I am not mistaken this was the day we had to leave cause of the news that Wagner's mom had passed away. It's almost an eerie feeling to remember that day. I know you have had fun watching all of your friends have fun and remembering you at all the parties they know you would have been at!!! So in that I find my peace and serenity when it comes to thinking about you Raul!!!! Also I know for a fact you were overjoyed when your niece Janine finally turned 21 and downed the famous bottle you 2 were supposed to drink together . She partied in your honor and lived up to the celebration.

I find it odd when fb suggests I should write on your wall or send you a msg. But I will always send you msgs, ones that I know you will always receive. Love you Raul and miss you more no matter how much time passes by, I hope you, my mom, and Wagner's mom are taking care of each other and make sure you show them how to party it up like only you know how too!!!

It has been said, 'time heals all wounds.' I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens. But it is never gone. Rose Kennedy

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I don't get a chance to get on TA much anymore and I just saw this today. I'm totally in shock - I only knew DA from here on TA but I can see from all the people on here who knew him in real life and who are hurting that he really was a great person. RIP man, you are missed and peace to all those who are missing you.