Slylee nice speeches LOL! u sounded like ur tripping off da hole thing, chill sista
well i wont take da drug ne why coz ive got trance

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Breaks, house, electro & downtempo.

My suggestion : Stop the drugs

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"A style that's impossible to define. Prog? Hardly. Tech house? Not boring enough. It's like trippy twisted acid house but deep and funky. See, I told you - impossible."

My suggestion to anyone out there if they havent tried the drug yet is MODERATION!!!! If you know you have no self control just don't even start with any type of drug..especially E. I have been rolling for about 2 yrs now and have been limiting myself to about one roll/ month on average...less during school year and more during the summer, and my rolls are still great!, as long as the pills are real.

Be Safe!

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Sly definetely try and cut down on the usage and mixtures. 5htp is good but it takes months of constant usage to build up in your system enuff to help a roll....most peeps thinking popping one or two before during or after a roll helps but it doesn't. Also you seem to be getting into way addictive stuff. I have a friend addicted to pain killers..its not cool. All her money goes to that and she shakes when she stops taking em for a while. So try and stay away from that...taking anything that is prescription medicine i.e. vicodin, xanax...etc is just plain sillie if its not prescribed for you. Not to mention that taking anti-depressants is really bad b/c it can screw up your seratonin levels. Even people who are on prescribed anti-depressants have to be weaned off of them...if they take them in spurts or just decide to stop taking them it can make their depression worse instead of helping it. You said in your original post that you're anxious and stressed...maybe that is the cause for your drug cocktail? Either way its better to see a doc...maybe you should be on prescription anti depressants and that would make u feel 100 times better. I hope you don't take this as me attacking you b/c that's not how I meant it. I'm only concerned that a fellow TA may be doing stuff that is hurting her more then she is having fun with it.

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Originally posted by twilochik Sly definetely try and cut down on the usage and mixtures. 5htp is good but it takes months of constant usage to build up in your system enuff to help a roll....most peeps thinking popping one or two before during or after a roll helps but it doesn't. Also you seem to be getting into way addictive stuff. I have a friend addicted to pain killers..its not cool. All her money goes to that and she shakes when she stops taking em for a while. So try and stay away from that...taking anything that is prescription medicine i.e. vicodin, xanax...etc is just plain sillie if its not prescribed for you. Not to mention that taking anti-depressants is really bad b/c it can screw up your seratonin levels. Even people who are on prescribed anti-depressants have to be weaned off of them...if they take them in spurts or just decide to stop taking them it can make their depression worse instead of helping it. You said in your original post that you're anxious and stressed...maybe that is the cause for your drug cocktail? Either way its better to see a doc...maybe you should be on prescription anti depressants and that would make u feel 100 times better. I hope you don't take this as me attacking you b/c that's not how I meant it. I'm only concerned that a fellow TA may be doing stuff that is hurting her more then she is having fun with it.

none taken at all babe...ur right i probably have that anxiety disorder shit...i have always been the type of person that just worries about a lot of shit, even if i don't need to. and i know what u mean about getting addicted to xanax n stuff. my best friend was like that and it just got real ugly. it was like, she was fucking miserable if she couldn't have her weed or xanax...she had to be loaded to have fun...i don't wanna be like that. i mean the other day, one of my friends was telling me how he just recently saw Scarface for the first time and told me (jokingly) that i remind him of Michelle Pfeifer in that movie...that's a sign. lol in case u've never seen it, she is basically always wanting to be loaded all the time and acts like a bitch...always just quiet and doesn't care about what's going on, as long as she's high or stoned. yuck. anyway...i'm really gonna try to lay off the shit...


sly

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Originally posted by notelfreak man i can't believe i tried to come off as responsible in that other thread, i am so full of shit just don't tell anyone

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Originally posted by Slylee i'm really gonna try to lay off the shit... sly

Good for you. I hope u have the willpower to resist them drugs. But in Case you fail, Try again. You will beat them someday. Im sure of it!

Anywho, if u can(and have any) try to use your siblings as support. My sis is well..not really an 'Addict' but she is definetly more than a rec user of drugs, u name is, shes prolly tried it. the one time I caught her snorting coke @ home for no reason I shit on her sOooooo hardcore... Her reasoning is 'hey at least its not crack' Brilliant reasoning. Needless to say she doesnt snort anymore(from what she tells me) but the rest are still game...

Hope u get thru it. Cuz if u r that blonde in the pics u posted earlier(in the how do I post a pic thread, then u b DAMN hot) Power to you!

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dude i used to roll hard with 1 pill. 2, forget about it.

it got to the point where i would take 4, and snort 2 later in the night. u'll never get the high -- but my advice -- vary your sources. different pills from different manufactorers with different ammounts of each thing will hit you different and usually better. chew your pills. this makes it hit ur body faster and makes it more intense. and take them all at once. i once took 1 pill then 3 later. and it was no better than taking 2 at once. take like 2-3 at once then take one later to keep it going. and NEVER SNORT.

if you hate the taste, as i did. crush em up in ciggarett plastic, pour onto paper, then pour onto ur tounge and drink some soda. beats chewing and getting them stuck in ur tongue. iv also heard about parachuting where u keep it in the plastic, twist the top, swollow. idea is when it untwists in ur digestive system it hits u super hard. never tried it tho.

u can try liquid e, pure mdma, or mda. but be careful very easy to overdose on that crap



ps ps ps -- dont do it. i stopped and dont miss it

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Originally posted by dazzed dude i used to roll hard with 1 pill. 2, forget about it. it got to the point where i would take 4, and snort 2 later in the night. u'll never get the high -- but my advice -- vary your sources. different pills from different manufactorers with different ammounts of each thing will hit you different and usually better. chew your pills. this makes it hit ur body faster and makes it more intense. and take them all at once. i once took 1 pill then 3 later. and it was no better than taking 2 at once. take like 2-3 at once then take one later to keep it going. and NEVER SNORT. if you hate the taste, as i did. crush em up in ciggarett plastic, pour onto paper, then pour onto ur tounge and drink some soda. beats chewing and getting them stuck in ur tongue. iv also heard about parachuting where u keep it in the plastic, twist the top, swollow. idea is when it untwists in ur digestive system it hits u super hard. never tried it tho. u can try liquid e, pure mdma, or mda. but be careful very easy to overdose on that crap ps ps ps -- dont do it. i stopped and dont miss it

liquid e? and what might that be and where can u get it? i dont think it exist ... pure mdma and mda are what e is.. so its the same thing.. pure mdma is the hardest thing to overdose on.

sly dont try all those stupid ways to get high.. if u cant get high by popping a pill then u just need a break.. and anyways after a while e just becomes boring.. its something uve experienced a hundred times already. i didnt realize u were doing so much shit chica.. be careful i want to be able to come to miami and see u someday and i dont want to see a michelle pfeifer from scarface. and xanax and downers are just gonna make it harder and harder for u to get up.. to reach that natural level of high that keeps us going. and if u are gonna stop u should just go cold turkey.. stop everything.. yes the weed.. and just go w/ it.. but its mind over matter.. being high feels good.. and thats why we do it.. but if u are taking them to escape feelings then u have a problem... hehe sorry chica but i havent bothered to read any of this thread.. just kinda skimmed a few post. so i prolly shouldnt be posting lol.. anyways good luck w/ whatever u decide u are doing luv u -layla

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"For me trance is when you hear music and you forget everything around you. You forget where you are and what you're doing, you just hear the tunes." - DJ Tiesto-

lol..damn if i start doin all that shit, i'll end up in a mental institution! hahah no but i understand, it's cool...he is tryin to give me ideas on how to get that "feeling" again, but i'm gonna have to go with twilo and theeyesofdarkness and the other folks that told me to lay off em for a while or forever. i know about parachuting..although i was told that u crush up the roll and then wrap it in a small piece of toilet paper and swallow it that way with a drink. i've also heard of putting rolls and acid in ur asshole! umm, i'll pass anyway, yea i'm definately quitting all that shit...

/me looks at theeyesofdarkness "WEED TOO" ??

/me reluctantly hands over my bag of weed

/theeyesofdarkness rolls a joint

/slylee HEY!!! u TRICKED ME!

hahaha...like my little skit there? heheh peace

sly

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Originally posted by notelfreak man i can't believe i tried to come off as responsible in that other thread, i am so full of shit just don't tell anyone

/me hits joint

dis be dat good shit too.....

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"For me trance is when you hear music and you forget everything around you. You forget where you are and what you're doing, you just hear the tunes." - DJ Tiesto-

This will sound somewhat contradicting to what you people must think of me, but here goes....

I often worry about younger people getting into drugs, it sometimes turns out a trip on E is just opening the flood gates of experimentation with drugs.. I know so many younger people do drugs responsibly and get educated, but then I read your post and I worry a lot about your approach to drugs.

I don't know you personally, but I still worry that you aren't taking the power of drug use seriously enough. E is not something you should be taking every week, thats for starters. If you aren't feeling the effects like before that means its time to stop. Your seratonin levels are likely quite low, and this added to your past depression is a bad combination.

I never touched drugs until I was 23, and I think it was definately good that I waited that long. If I'd done drugs when I was 16-18, I would have never treated them like I do today. Sometimes we just aren't ready for drugs, or we just shouldn't do them.

I hope you think seriously about cutting out E for a while, and please take drugs more seriously, experimenting is fine but please be carefull not to make bad decisions.

Good luck, I sincerely hope everything works out for you

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