i hate MY life not life in general just my life! other ppls lives are so cool!!!!but mine sucks!!!

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Im Kai Tracids Future WIFE!!

Christ...obviously some of you have never been depressed.

Neo, check ya PMs man...

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"Oh NO! It seems the world has been infected by a disease called shitty music.
We've had innocculations for some time now but the populace keeps refusing it.
You don't want it? Fine. Give me all the vaccine and a needle and I'll fucking overdose.
It'll be the best day of my life."

well, i've felt absolutly brutal for about 4 months, like, i mean it..

get up, go to shower, and from the point on, just sadness throughout the day.

i'd say i was actually depressed. dunno if i should be sayin that, as i dunno what the rest of u are defining depression as. but for about 4 months there in '02 i felt really really bad. just a few events occured that really set me back, i dont care now, but like, at the time they really got me down and i didn't know how to deal with it, but i think i've since learned a lot.

u control how u feel, remember that. it was said to me once, it struck me, so i saved it as a reminder in my fone (sad eh??)

but, it's ur brain, ur mind. i think that if u can convince ur self subconsciously that you're happy then it will be.

once my exams are over on the 16th, and i've recovered from Armin on the 17th.. and recovered from seein him again on the 7th of feb.. i'm gonna get a book on psychology, as i think i wanna learn more about how the mind works.

DigiNut, u know everything, can u recommend any good books on psychology??

UglyDave

another thing..

music:

dont listen to sad gloomy stuff. it'll make u feel shitter.
listen to happy music

and if it's a bitch that's getin ya down, stay away from those fuckin lovesongs!!!

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Originally posted by UglyDave ... DigiNut, u know everything, can u recommend any good books on psychology?? UglyDave

You're kidding me, right? I don't know everything... don't really know anything about psychology; in fact lately I think I probably need help. I'm just observant and good at analyzing, that's all.

I used to think it was as simple as telling yourself that you're happy, but some of us, sometimes, seem to lose the voice that we'd need to use to tell ourselves with. Finding that voice can be difficult...

Good luck in your search, though. I'm sure many of us would like to know if you find something that really helps you.

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My party schedule:
2009-02-21 - DJ Attention @ I'm So Popular
2009-06-18 - DJ Annoying @ People Need To Know Where I'll Be
2012-11-32 - DJ Insufferable ɸ Or At Least the Stalkers I Complain About
2048-06-66 - Spastic & Whocares ¶ Although I'm Actually Flattered
9999-45-81 - Tweaker Gimp ☼ I Probably Won't Even Go To This But I Have To Make Sure I Fill Up All The Available Space Here

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Originally posted by DigiNut You're kidding me, right? I don't know everything... don't really know anything about psychology; in fact lately I think I probably need help. I'm just observant and good at analyzing, that's all.

You do know how to calculate convultions really good, though

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Originally posted by DrUg_Tit0 You do know how to calculate convultions really good, though

Convolutions too, heh.

Now if only they would stop importing grossly unqualified slave labour from phoney colleges in 3rd-world countries and blaming our entire profession for when those morons fuck up, EEs might actually get some respect!

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My party schedule:
2009-02-21 - DJ Attention @ I'm So Popular
2009-06-18 - DJ Annoying @ People Need To Know Where I'll Be
2012-11-32 - DJ Insufferable ɸ Or At Least the Stalkers I Complain About
2048-06-66 - Spastic & Whocares ¶ Although I'm Actually Flattered
9999-45-81 - Tweaker Gimp ☼ I Probably Won't Even Go To This But I Have To Make Sure I Fill Up All The Available Space Here

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Originally posted by DigiNut You're kidding me, right? I don't know everything... don't really know anything about psychology; in fact lately I think I probably need help. I'm just observant and good at analyzing, that's all.

super inteligent.. and modest!

I do somewhat understand what its like 2 feel extremely depressed, and its a fucking horrible thing to go through, ive felt on a downer for the past couple of months (since i broke up with me ex).
I find exercise (going down the gym)is a fucking excellant way of taking ya mind off things, plus u feel great afterwards. Obviously going out drinking with ya m8's is all good and just chilling out 2 music is all good.
well these are my soloutions, while they wont cure the problem all together they will get u through the days without u falling in2 further depression.Just keep ya self a little more occupied, doing something u wanna do. trust me just feeling bored on top of depression is a bad combo.
Take it easy.......

Life is about being positive and enjoying yourself. Even though sometimes it gets hard, refusing to go on is not a way to go. Staying confident and looking on the bright side is what's really important. You have to sort things out rationally and not allow the spur of the moment to overtake you. If you were once a confident person, don't allow negativity to erase that confidence. If you were never really confident, then its time to start being so. Solve your problems and believe in good things, and believe in yourself. Also, don't take things too seriously. Put in effort, but don't strangle yourself. Its not good to over-think, and most of the time you should go with the flow. Simply be realistic and accept things for what they are. I think we tend to make our problems look bigger than they really are. Ease off. Seriously.

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