she was walking into work she said we'll talk bout it later. then i called her and left a message. i said ive been doing some thinking and i dont think its a good idea we talk anymore please dont call me anymore im sorry. i just dont think i should talk to her i need to move on, but what sucks is im pretty much homebound unless a friend picks me up to go out. and being stuck at home sucks because all i can do is think of her, i try to just call friends and talk to them. we were both saying on the phone that if either of us started dating again it would ruin any chances we had of getting back together. she tries to tell me she doent care if i go out and mack chicks. but shes like i still love you and care about you. were not together anymore so i dont care. but i know if i did i would hurt her. so thats why i tink shes changed maybe she really doesnt care or shes just trying to be tough by saying she doesnt.

anyways yeah im gonna try to move on its just tough finding girls in my position even though i did have the chance couple months ago to get with a hot chick which gave me hope. having me in a relationship is like a responsibility and she was great at taking care of me. im just afraid i wont find someone that hot and thats sexually open minded that will want me like she did. before my accident we used to have great sex all the time but then i never wanted a relationship i just wanted to party and be with other chicks now its time for me to settle down

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Originally posted by samiotis im a quadreplegic i dove into a pool off the roof of a barn. been in a chair for 2.5 yrs im planning on getting out of it soon im progressing daily

It's very unfortunate that this happened to you, but it's definitely important to retain your positive attitude.

Welcome to TA

yeah ill be fine soon hopefully, as soon as i get off my chair im going to greece to live my life there as planned my accident was 5 days before my airplane trip to go there for good