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| quote: | Originally posted by Refinnej
I don't post often here so it's kinda weird to share this story lol
There have been more times that I have been paranoid on E than not paranoid. I have had problems with anxiety in the past so I guess the E didn't help...
I was at System Soundbar with my bf at the time 2 years ago and at one point he decided to go to the bathroom and leave me on the dancefloor by myself. I didn't mind cause I was having a good time dancing and enjoying Roger Sanchez. Then I looked around me and saw about a group of 4 or 5 guys in front of me looking back at me and sort of whispering to each other, giving me the eye. The screwed up thing was that now when I think about it I don't know if I imagined it or if this all actually happened.
Anyway one of the guys was pretty creepy and within minutes I became paranoid and thought "Oh my God they saw my bf go to the bathroom, they know I am on E, and they are gonna try to advantage of me or beat my boyfriend up when he comes back". My heart was beating and I couldn't enjoy the music at all..I had this awful empty feeling in stomach and it kept sinking deeper and deeper. He was only gone to the bathroom for about 10 mins but it felt like he was gone for an hour and I was on the dancefloor, just me and these 4 or 5 creepy guys. Roger Sanchez and the other people disappeared lol
Bf came back from the bathroom and I told him I was panicking and that we must leave. He also noticed they were giving us the eye so we decided within 5 minutes to get the hell out there.
I don't know if it was paranoia or intuition but I felt like if I didn't get the fuck out of that place something was going to happen to me, my bf or the both of us.
Wow I'm embarrased now
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Honestly, I've had many similiar club experiences that is why I've "quit" using drugs for some time. However, the vodka and Red Bull just isn't doing it for me these days!
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