Thank you guys for all your words of kindness and encouragement.
Its been a tough few months and its nice to hear familiar voices again.

I have not once spoken about drugs in my post, I met many of my TA friends 5years ago, I did not party under the influence and to tell you the truth I hardly even drank.

My fall wasn't because of anything but my inability to see how my actions hurt others.

This post was meant for the people who have been there for me, and who I have pushed away. In the last few months because of a HUGE breakup and change in my life, I distanced myself from everyone, from my family, to my friends, to leaving a job I truely loved. I was forced to change....for someone else. Realizing this now and seeing what it has done to me, has killed me. I don't know how to smile anymore....

I know I shouldnt have written this on a public forum, knowing that it would cause accusations. But I have found friendship and encouragement here before....I had no where else to turn.

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"House Music is a universal language spoken and understood by all. You see, House is a feeling that no one can understand, really, unless they're deep into the vibe of House."

"IT'S A SPIRITUAL THING, A BODY THING, A SOUL THING!"

woooo

ta likes to share da love!

welcome back bebe-ay!!

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Originally posted by _tAmiKo_ Thank you guys for all your words of kindness and encouragement. Its been a tough few months and its nice to hear familiar voices again. I have not once spoken about drugs in my post, I met many of my TA friends 5years ago, I did not party under the influence and to tell you the truth I hardly even drank. My fall wasn't because of anything but my inability to see how my actions hurt others. This post was meant for the people who have been there for me, and who I have pushed away. In the last few months because of a HUGE breakup and change in my life, I distanced myself from everyone, from my family, to my friends, to leaving a job I truely loved. I was forced to change....for someone else. Realizing this now and seeing what it has done to me, has killed me. I don't know how to smile anymore.... I know I shouldnt have written this on a public forum, knowing that it would cause accusations. But I have found friendship and encouragement here before....I had no where else to turn.

so the rumours were true. u did become a prostitute.

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Originally posted by Vivid Boy so the rumours were true. u did become a prostitute.

*sigh*

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"It’s not love for music, it’s a passion, and it goes beyond liking, and beyond a hobby, it’s about a way of living. Music is essential for my life."-Armin Van Buuren

"House Music is a universal language spoken and understood by all. You see, House is a feeling that no one can understand, really, unless they're deep into the vibe of House."

"IT'S A SPIRITUAL THING, A BODY THING, A SOUL THING!"

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Originally posted by fayraree ...I fiiind myself in you!

*hugs*

I miss you Fahad!!!



Jem, Jaime you are amazing, thank you for everything....thank you for the call, and thank you for the constant love

xoxoxo

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"It’s not love for music, it’s a passion, and it goes beyond liking, and beyond a hobby, it’s about a way of living. Music is essential for my life."-Armin Van Buuren

"House Music is a universal language spoken and understood by all. You see, House is a feeling that no one can understand, really, unless they're deep into the vibe of House."

"IT'S A SPIRITUAL THING, A BODY THING, A SOUL THING!"

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Originally posted by fayraree ...I fiiind myself in you!

perv

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Originally posted by Abercrombie perv

whatever works

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Originally posted by Abercrombie perv

w/e you say deadmau5...





...oh wait.

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well dannie, it's been about 3 months past an eternity.

Good to see you around again.

If you need help, pm, or e-mail.

The usual shiznackle .

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Footballs' Comin Home....

Your NOT alone... Everyone goes through these phases and it's perfectly natural and actually healthy!!!

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Originally posted by _tAmiKo_ I miss you Fahad!!!

Miss you too Dannie, check your PM!