you alive?
definitely not the worst day
if you can't handle this then i feel sorry for you

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Mikey Terra Inc <3

Stop hanging out. Stop sleeping. Stop having free time. Get a job, any job. Get 3 part time jobs to make a full time week. Respond to craigslist ads looking for generic help (moving or painting). Create an online selling account and look for cheap things to sell online, just for those few extra bucks.
Not everyone is a millionaire or even happy with their income. But you can always be just satisfied with making money getting by. Just save money for 5-6 months so you can establish a cushion of cash to sit on, and always have that balance as your ZERO.
So say you have saved up $1000 after 6 months. Now you've started paying your insurance bills and have a very small monthly credit card bill to your establish your name. $1000 should, from there on out, be your minimum in the bank. Hungry for dick but only got $1001 in your account, too fucking bad. As long as you have your cushion in the bank, AND a job, you'll be "ok." You won't be "great", but Aunt Jemima didn't get her claim to fame in 6 months either. In fact, if I recall correctly, Aunt Jemima died a horrible death underneath 2 tractor trailers and it wasn't until she died, that Aunt Jemima Syrup turned a profit.

Just get by.

Also, sell your motorcycle.

second also, don't expect everyone to understand our situation. They are white. They are born with more advantages than Jesus ever was.

Also, i'm joking about second also.

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Originally posted by FromAbove I am a sweet boy. I don't hurt anybody not even myself. I was just babied too much. I am the youngest of 3 and my parents don't even help me to grow up. I just want to get a real 40 hour/week job and move out on my own. I have never been touched in any way.

then go find out what it is that makes life good for you. do you have friends or some type of plan? in other words what makes you tick.

because you will not find the answers here on a edm music site!

If you have motorcycle and car bills, i say get rid of both and use public transport in your area. Move back in with your parents until you get grounded...dont be embarrassed about it either, in many cultures its normal up until you get married.It's good to know your dad would help you out like that, so be sure not to take advantage of him. The early 20's can be very confusing time in self perception, in terms of where we are heading and what kind of niche we may end up with in this lifetime..it can really be consuming.

best of luck

wtf is wrong with you people
i got the shit ripped out of me for this shit
hmf.

[i refuse to share my 'and then there was..' though]

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Mikey Terra Inc <3

Piracy, man. It's making a big comeback. All you need is a gun, a boat, and a pair of balls and you'll be out of debt in no time.

On second thought, that might not work. I mean, you could definitely get a gun and a boat, but...

Thanks everyone. I'll take the advice and get a couple part time jobs and just work all day and all night. I deserve it for all this time I spent fucking around. You really did help me, everyone. Tough love is best for me. I'll update you when I get a job and then when I finally move out.

Thanks again. Bye.

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Originally posted by FromAbove I deserve it for all this time I spent fucking around.

Yep. Good luck!
You will be missed in the trance community. Trance on fellow trancer. Trance never dies. Plur.

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Everything is beautiful. Let the music carry you. Baby I will follow you forever. Nowhere else I'd rather be when you're lying next to me. Let the music carry us together.
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SuspicionVandit: Are you God?
Paul Van Dyk 09-24-2009: No, but I can sign your sleeve under that name if you let me!

What possesses people to air their personal problems on this board is really, really beyond me.

Hahahaha! You fucking suck at life!! You should kill yourself.

What if my dad dies how am i going to pay my bills??? What a freak i dont care about my dad dying but what about my bills!?!?!?!

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Originally posted by ChrisCrossland Hahahaha! You fucking suck at life!! You should kill yourself. What if my dad dies how am i going to pay my bills??? What a freak i dont care about my dad dying but what about my bills!?!?!?!

Yes and offering suicide advice makes you look like a real champion of life, don't you know. I mean, what sort of inadequacy has you so fucking bothered that you tell people to kill themselves on the internet, Winner?

Cause that's nothing but anger, right there, Champ. Can I assume that it's anger that's also responsible for your empathy deficit or are you just retarded in your frontal lobe?