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Originally posted by Desiderata Lira is right, go and do something awesome it will release chemicals in your brain that make you feel good. The same with exercise. And if you are really that down then I'm sure you have some awesome medication, why not pop a couple extra from your regular dose and go walking downtown. And some medication like Seroquel, Ambient, Risperdal, can cause ager rages in certain people.

Dude I can hardly walk on the streets! I feel like a psychopath and like I'm going to hurt, or get into a fight with, someone.

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Originally posted by Desiderata They don't give life insurance on suicides.

that was not what I meant

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Originally posted by Desiderata but you always wanted to be born in 1984

I think Yevgeny Zamyatin's 'We' was better than Orwell's '1984.' Supposedly the latter was influenced by Zamyatin. I was born in 1984, the year of the rat. And don't you dare call me a Jew rat.

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Originally posted by Halcyon+On+On ahahahahahaa, holy shit. Is there a thread where this is from?

IGK linked to the thread that pic is from. If you want the rant in its original form, refer to this thread.

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Originally posted by AlphaStarred Dude, one doesn't 'act' manic. One either is manic, or he's not. One either is Bipolar, or he's not. If you're manic, then medication is pretty much the only thing that can save you. You want to know what a psychiatrist may say to a manic person? Read my post above, about what the well-known psychiatrist said to me.

Dude, I go to the same places that you do (just probably not as often as I used to and probably not as often as you do)

My point wasn't that they are going to take away your meds and kick you out the door and while telling you "YOU'RE NOT ACTING MANIC TODAY"

And yes, you can act manic. Being Manic myself but it's only a subcategory for me, I know that on certain days, you can act more manic than on other days. It's an action that is caused by something that isn't on the surface of the mind. So yes, you may not be able to control your manic-ness but their are days when you will act less or more manic.

The places you go are similar to the places I go and they always focus on the positive and try to down play your manic-ness. That way with their positive reinforcement on you, you won't always be thinking "Am I manic"? "Am I acting Manic"? "I shouldn't go out today because I'm feeling manic"

I had this psychiatrist for 3 years and I saw him once a month and a therapist that I saw once a week, Well, that psychiatrist was in his late 70's, mega gear head and about to die. Anyway, he told me that all these med's are bullshit and most young people can wing themselves of all med's that deal with mental illness and live a normal life with a lot of courage. Once you start getting into your 50's and 60's and haven't winged yourself off then you're more than likely a lifer for med's. The other people that are usually lifers on med's are people that have pain issues, bad back or another part of the body. I know they give shots in the back in Pain Management but my mom said it only keeps the pain away for a few weeks.

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Originally posted by Spacey Orange Eat well, exercise, and socialize.

Easier said than done. I ate well for 2 weeks, fruits and vegetables, no sugar. Hardly helped. Same with exercise. When I try to socialize, I feel aggressive towards people - even with family and friends.

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Originally posted by AlphaStarred Dude I can hardly walk on the streets! I feel like a psychopath and like I'm going to hurt, or get into a fight with, someone.

Been there, I'm gonna PM you something,

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Originally posted by AlphaStarred I think Yevgeny Zamyatin's 'We' was better than Orwell's '1984.' Supposedly the latter was influenced by Zamyatin. I was born in 1984, the year of the rat. And don't you dare call me a Jew rat.

I was talking about Lira, he said he wanted to be born in 1984 once or twice

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Originally posted by Desiderata I was talking about Lira, he said he wanted to be born in 1984 once or twice

True... then I read the book and that rant is the result of me sharing my feelings in a thread about the worst books we've ever read

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Originally posted by Lira True... then I read the book and that rant is the result of me sharing my feelings in a thread about the worst books we've ever read

Ha

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Originally posted by Desiderata I'm sorry that you lost so many friends that way but then again when I think of you, I can't help to think you might have killed them.

I know at least one of the suicides was a surreptitiously executed murder, but he was barely an acquaintance, and I can assure you I had absolutely nothing to do with it.
When my ex-thingie told me about it, among some other insane shit, it kinda flipped me over to lala land for a minute or two.
But you know, you reap what you sow, ie Hang out with murderers and criminals, pedos etc. and your life is bound to turn to shit, and it rightfully should too. It would be nice with a headsup when you're at an afterparty with fucking people smugglers etc, but fucking drug addicts are too busy "not being snitches" that they're actually supporting murderers, pedos and whatevers worse than that.. Probably bankers, amirite?
Anyways, so glad I got to leave that life with relatively few scars.

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