One thing that you should NOT do, is drink when you are at home by yourself. I hope that you can trust me on this one. Drinking with your friends is great to feel a bit better. But I found that when I went out to party, I would come home afterwards while sobering up and that is when the sad reality that I created for myself hit even harder.
Drinking alone is a whole different ball game...especially when depressed. Don't even. You will enter a whole new miserable world that you will want crave and feed. Well, in my experience anyways. It came to the point where I felt nothing. And if you aren't strong enough, it will ruin you.
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Jan-04-2004 21:42
Al Cordero
Supreme tranceaddict
Registered: Jun 2003
Location:
Re: hate life
quote:
Originally posted by neo geo
how many people out there really hate life? i mean really hate it! These past couple of days i have been looking back at my entire life and i have realized that i have been a disturbed individual my entire life.Even as a child i can remember being depressed and having fucked up thoughts in life.I have always been told when im depressed that dont worry things will get better.well, things have not gotten better and i dont have a lot in life to live for.I have been in and out of the hospital for depression over the past few years and im looking at myself wondering if i will ever live a normal life.Im wondering if i will ever be able to get a woman with my fucked up mind to keep me from being so lonely.I am starting to get really scared of myself, thinking that one day im gonna snap and hurt someone or myself.Sometime i feel as if im gonna be one of those people that u read about who went nuts and started shooting people.I dont even know y i am writing this post but i just hope to live to see my 24th birthday cause lately i have given up on life.
I feel the same way but I know my life will be exactly what I want it to be very soon...
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Jan-04-2004 21:43
DrUg_Tit0
e^(i*pi)+1=0
Registered: Nov 2002
Location: Zagreb, Croatia
quote:
Originally posted by DigiNut
Convolutions too, heh.
Now if only they would stop importing grossly unqualified slave labour from phoney colleges in 3rd-world countries and blaming our entire profession for when those morons fuck up, EEs might actually get some respect!
Hehe, hope you don't consider my uni a phony college...supposedly it's quite appreciated in the states and EU...now, as for my personal quality as an EE, that's another thing completely
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Jan-04-2004 21:58
nickpdx
Senior tranceaddict
Registered: Nov 2003
Location:
see how many people care about you neo ?
Jan-04-2004 22:17
UglyDave
i ran a marathon : )
Registered: Jan 2003
Location: Buncrana, Éire
quote:
Originally posted by nickpdx
see how many people care about you neo ?
*hugs neo*
Jan-04-2004 22:35
DigiNut
You kids get off my lawn!
Registered: Dec 2002
Location: Toronto, Self-proclaimed Centre of the Universe
quote:
Originally posted by UglyDave
super inteligent.. and modest!
Are you coming onto me?
Tito: can't say what I think of your uni 'cause I don't know what it is. But I'll tell you what I think of mine, it's UTTER CRAP!
/offtopic again, my apologies to neo.
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Jan-04-2004 23:44
UglyDave
i ran a marathon : )
Registered: Jan 2003
Location: Buncrana, Éire
quote:
Originally posted by DigiNut
Are you coming onto me?
