nuclear war
incurable std's
carnival workers

My biggest fear is, well, fears are:

* falling from an enormous hight and knowing you are going to kiss the earth with a huge slam. Dunno why, but every horrible dream I have (not to many lucky enough) I end up falling doooooooooooowwwwnnnnsplats. might sound weird, but I DONT fear hights (eifeltower in france no problemo or something like that), just the falling.

* become father . At this very moment I really dont wanna think about such things, they scare the shit outta me when I think there might be a possibility that ONE day, I can/might become dad as well. brrrr. must be the age

* staying alone, no women around to love. And no, I am not in a situation of having a grl. That stinks!!

* burn alive slowly
* die slowly
* lose all the people I know. That would really knock me out.

well, enough serious stuff for this weekend, lets go party while we can!!!

greetz kolkiewolkie

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Progressive

Hard = goed

that ill become deaf Then I can't listen to trance anymore, my life would suck

So what do U do when Ur worst fear becomes true?
*goes meditating*
hyp

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Kultified TrancEr

AIDS and lonelyness

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"Those are my principles, if you don't like them... well, I have others.”

seeing a girl, you really like/love with another boy.
and well, i don´t mean jealousy...

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Let´s bet he never misses the beat!
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Into trance/electronic music for 10 years.
On the forums for over 3 years.
Addicted? Always have been, and will always be!

all the fears mentioned are the same as mine and most peoples...

drowning has got to be the scariest of because u are COMPETELY helpless and just have to sit there and wait to die...sick feeling i am sure..

as for heights..wanna laugh???...i am more scared of standing on a cliff or the edge of a building that i will jump not that i will fall....i am not suicidal AT ALL...trust me.,..i love life but its weird anytime i am in that situation i feel this fear that i will in fact jump and my father is the same way...no answer for why...

i heard a quote a long time agon and it goes like this...
"the anticipation of death is worse the death itself"...

that quote i heard from people who are dieing is true and i have read in books that at the moment of your death you will feel the most euphoric feeling EVER...that in fact u are never MORE at peace then at the moment of your death...and i mean the last few moments...so it is the shit building up to that moment that is the scariest not that actual dying....i could be wrong and DONT wanna find out for a long time but i hope this is true....

but my BIGGEST fear of all would DEFINATLEY be to be ALONE..because no matter what you go thru in life..if you are surrounded by people who love you and people you love everything will be better....i could be dying of the worst possible way..but if i had someone who i loved beyond measure holding my hand i would feel more at ease....

but thats me

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Bring back 1994 NYC clubbing nights, cus the sh*t today is filled with junk parties and DJs that play sh*t House.....Zabiela, Sander, or Howells and all the rest suck and couldnt throw a night like it was in the early 90s in NYC!!!...Screw Twilo - give me Limelight circa 1993!!!

1. lonelyness
2. not being able to be physically able of doing the stuff i do now
3. not having the freedom i have anymore

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I SUCK MONKEYS IN HELL

paper cuts! ouch!

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tech-house
n. an old-school term for crack cocaine.
"Got some tech-house?" "Yeah, I'm your man for tech-house, Grandma."
http://thesurrealist.co.uk/slang.cgi?ref=tech-house

The future. That my life might be like this forever and that I'm just going to carry on like I do now, just waiting for one day to end so I can go to sleep and then wake up and start all over again in the morning. It scares me that it will just carry on and on until I finally die and break the cycle.

quote:

Originally posted by phasedout im afraid that the world we live in is a dream, and if the person wakes up, we will all cease to exist...

if you haven't yet, go see Waking Life. That movie is all about dreams and it is amazing. A real thinker.

My biggest fear is growing up and never really knowing who I am and what I want. As Brandon Boyd put it, "my bigggest fear will be the rescue of me, strange how it tunrs out that way."

cheers
-Marc

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no obstacles between my heart and my words; my lips, the great liaison to my soul.

my biggest fear is becoming fat and useless.....

deviance!

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errrrrr....ummmmmmm.......mmmmmmm....techno!!!!!!!!!