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Originally posted by fayraree I hope we here at TOTA can also hopefully act as a form of therapy for you...of course we're not professionals but the music and the vibe should help (I hope!) EDIT: By the way, I always thought that was a pretty cool quote in your sig, kind of trippy, but now after hearing about your perspective on life I feel like there might be something more to it...care to share?

If you guys are going to see Scumfrog at Boa or Deep Dish at the Guv next month then you can definately help me out in the vibe category I appreciate the kind words.

The quote is from Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, a huge drug movie which oddly enough I havn't yet seen on drugs. It's more just a cool quote from a cool movie than it is a reflection of my own life.

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Originally posted by Blue. If you guys are going to see Scumfrog at Boa or Deep Dish at the Guv next month then you can definately help me out in the vibe category I appreciate the kind words. The quote is from Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, a huge drug movie which oddly enough I havn't yet seen on drugs. It's more just a cool quote from a cool movie than it is a reflection of my own life.

Damn wish I could be at Deep Dish just for that reason but I already have tickets for Danny T...maybe in June?

And I think I saw that movie with Johnny Depp but don't remember it...will have to do a refresher!

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Originally posted by fayraree Damn wish I could be at Deep Dish just for that reason but I already have tickets for Danny T...maybe in June? And I think I saw that movie with Johnny Depp but don't remember it...will have to do a refresher!

No worries my friend, I'll catcha at another event. I plan to make the Guv my home at least once or twice a month if funds permit.

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Originally posted by rabbitjoker And don't reply: "Some can't interpret". That's pretty weak.

With all do respect Blue, i HATE the word can't
Its all in your head. I understand that all people are different
and their situations may make them react differently from others,
but to say 'CANT'?!?!?!

FUCK that word! I use to say can't, and guess what?
It got me NOWHERE. What good CAN it do? NOTHING at all....

Teach yourself to positively think CAN
Believe me, its much easier than you think once you know how.

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Originally posted by TheVrk With all do respect Blue, i HATE the word can't Its all in your head. I understand that all people are different and their situations may make them react differently from others, but to say 'CANT'?!?!?! FUCK that word! I use to say can't, and guess what? It got me NOWHERE. What good CAN it do? NOTHING at all.... Teach yourself to positively think CAN Believe me, its much easier than you think once you know how.

Not sure if you read the rest of my replies afterwards about my growing list of personal problems but can't is an easy word to get used to when you have depression. It basicaly negates most positive thoughts and fight as much as you want, if your depression is serious enough it always wins. I have massive moodswings from positive to negative at the drop of a hat or the mention of a word.

I have short bouts of positivity followed by the backlash that comes with it of gruelling defeat and back to the way things were before. I think it's a lot worse when you have nothing to blame. My parents never hit me and they always support me, I have friends and good health, I'm not a total idiot and have some talents, etc. It makes you feel even weirder when you realize what you have and yet you still suffer and aren't quite sure why.

Can't is a word I'd gladly omit from my vocabulary given the chance, god knows I've tried it till my heads practicaly exploded.

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Originally posted by Blue. Not sure if you read the rest of my replies afterwards about my growing list of personal problems but can't is an easy word to get used to when you have depression. It basicaly negates most positive thoughts and fight as much as you want, if your depression is serious enough it always wins.

I HAVE read all your posts and i wish you all the best...
Thats why i started my last post by saying "with all do respect".
I understand you COMPLETELY. But I'm still not wrong.
Work towards it since you KNOW it doesnt help you. Never stop trying.
If you believe in God, He can help too, just keep asking

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Originally posted by TheVrk I HAVE read all your posts and i wish you all the best... Thats why i started my last post by saying "with all do respect". I understand you COMPLETELY. But I'm still not wrong. Work towards it since you KNOW it doesnt help you. Never stop trying. If you believe in God, He can help too, just keep asking

Thanks for the positive words. I have a strong mind and I always bounce back so there's no way I'll be taking the easy way out but it's going to take time.

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Originally posted by tha_broad somebody close to me once said "there is no try, there is only do" apparently theres a lot of loopholes in that one tho :|

you're close friends with Yoda? damn... define "close"

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