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| quote: | Originally posted by Halcyon+On+On
People do not change - they just get better or worse at hiding their true selves.
Doesn't that just totally justify your inklings towards hatred? lol
Perhaps you forgot to mention it in your original post, but have you actually tried talking with her about this? I know it sounds as though it's hard to get a hold of her anymore, but if you call her up one day and just say "we really need to talk in person - it's important" then she'd better find some time to allocate to you, even if only a few minutes. Tell her exactly how all of this feels. It is not going to be easy at all, so prepare yourself for whatever happens.
And at this point, don't hold on to the things she says - she loves you, she wants to marry you, forever-ness, etc... - it's easy to say these things to others whom you feel close to, but not actually have any eventual intentions of following through with them. Her actions are speaking much louder than words, even if it's an ugly thing to come to realize this. |
We speak about it all the time...last night, the night before etc etc. And she says its not that she doesnt want to see me or spend time with me but instead that she made a commitment to work this summer and she needs the money. Then when i ask her about next summer if it will be the same way she says she doesnt know if she wants to do the same business again but i feel is leaning towards doing it again regardless of the fact that i have told her how it makes me feel and the limited time, if any, we spend together.
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Bring back 1994 NYC clubbing nights, cus the sh*t today is filled with junk parties and DJs that play sh*t House.....Zabiela, Sander, or Howells and all the rest suck and couldnt throw a night like it was in the early 90s in NYC!!!...Screw Twilo - give me Limelight circa 1993!!!
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