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Originally posted by Raptor very very long story... but long story turned into a very very short 1... in august i had to come to UK and i had to leave the girl i love! for months and months i cried because at times our relationship was like going in circles of madness because we weren't communicating very well. then worst comes to worst recently we broke up. she was the only girl in my life i saw a future with. now its gone and i have to live with it for about another 47 days till i actually gets to go home and try to fix this and win her back.

man that sucks. I bet you can get her back!

where is 'home' LA, HK or Glasgow?

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I see your 4 Crushs and raise you 3 As The Rush Comes. - Yan from PvD's first summerstage event in '03

last time i cried was March 23th.
I met an amazing guy from cape town when i went to see scott bond in january--we both went nuts when Crazy malamute - free to ride came on --, and it turned out he lived right in my area. We spent the most amazing 2 months together, and I felt competely happy. I couldn't get enough of him, he had the best sence of humour, we loved the same tracks, and we had very similar views on life and the world. We had made plans to go up to chicago to go see a fave rezzie dj of ours on Saturday, but friday night he came over, and basically told me he didn't want to be with me anymore because I was condescending towards him, and made him feel inadequate( i don't really believe that was the reason). Then he just left, leaving me alone (my roomate was out, too), completely deflated. I ended up crying continuously through the night, and then the next day.

I have started to speak to him again lately, and it's really hard, since we can't even comfortably talk to each other. Miss having someone to share my thoughts and my tastes with.

Drizzt81- I know how you feel, I can't play tennis competitively anymore, and when my season ended i felt horrible. I think your situation is a bit more severe though, because you weren't even on the floor when your last game ended. But I think you'll find solace if you play pick-up games, whenever you can.

cheers
Ilina

by the way, really comforting to hear guys can release emotions too!

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last time i cried emotionally was when i was going out with this new girl and she had told me that she had been raped and she started crying in front of me made me cry a little

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" You bet your ass we're all alike... we've been spoon-fed baby food at school when we hungered for steak... the bits of meat that you did let slip
through were pre-chewed and tasteless. We've been dominated by sadists, or ignored by the apathetic. The few that had something to teach found us will-
ing pupils, but those few are like drops of water in the desert."