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Re: Re: i feel like a loser
| quote: | Originally posted by Krypton
lol, you're not a loser. But you're a now you're officially a pothead. I'm addicted to weed, smoke everyday, usually by myself. Why by myself? Because if I smoke with friends, that means I have to share my stash! I smoke less by myself, and as I am trying to kick my habit, it's easier to not smoke when not surrounded by pot smokers. I see a counselor now to talk about my past and all the drug use. I came to a realization that I use weed as more of self-medicating anti-depressant. I smoke about once a day out of a small bowl (but with good hydro weed of course), which is greatly reduced from 10-15 blunts plus bong/bowl hits and hundreds of dollars spent a week.
Don't let no one tell you weed is not addictive. It is. If you smoke by yourself, or everyday, you're not a loser. You're just a weed smoker. Just like someone who smokes cigarettes or drinks a beer. That does not make you a bad person. |
fuuuuuuuuuuuuck! and I thought I was bad to smoke every friday! shit. My weed habit is about $80/month and I thought I was a smoke chimney! Way to motivate me to aim *cough* higher *cough*! 
Tho, I do notice a sharp decrease in short-term memory, which is pretty bad in my line of work. I also find it hard to focus or see a progression of tasks. Like if I have to get from point A to point G, I have to do it step by step, A-B, B-C, C-D, D-E, E-F, F-G, whereas before I was able to see most of the steps from A-G. Kinda scarry. I wonder if it is permanent?
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