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| quote: | Originally posted by Chimney
In regards to hyperawareness, it is associated with hyperactivity and manic phase of bipolar disorder, but seems a bit ambivalent. |
Yeah, I have a couple of Bipolar friends who reported the very same symptom. I was diagnosed Bipolar before, but my current pdoc, seeing me for over a year now, tells me occasionally I have manic symptoms, yet she doesn't give me a proper diagnosis. After Iboga, I've also had some negative symptoms, particularly when I'm overwhelmed or feeling powerless. Go figure. Might be SZA, but at the same time, I'm starting to think nothing is wrong with me...until I spend some time in public and around people lol.
Interesting thing is, when I had a one or two-day remission from Risperdal, everything became suddenly darker (more normal), and I felt as though I'd woken up from a weird dream I'd been living in during the previous months. Does this living/waking up from a dream-like state/existence sound familiar?
Last edited by AlphaStarred on Jul-23-2015 at 19:58
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