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| quote: | Originally posted by denys envy
you don't just "stumble" onto email and text messages bro. this is 2008! you're telling me a mother****** was looking through videos on a cell and "accidentally" stumble into the text messages. who is he fucking john mccain? pretty sure paul knows how to use a cellphone.
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thank you.
and u know what...i dont blame him at all for going through my phone. in fact, i would have done the same. what annoys me is how he tried to "come clean" in his long ass post like he is such an innocent "nice guy" and he couldn't even fucking manup and be like, "yea i went through your phone bitch cuz i knew u cheated on me"
oh and don't even get me started on his selective memory. paul you failed to mention the few times when we had a "heart to heart" about my doubts and you straight up admitted that you knew i was getting cold feet on several occasions and that you just ignored it because you wanted it to work so bad. to me, that's selfish. and what did you do in response to figuring out i had cold feet? YOU BOUGHT A TICKET TO COME SEE ME AS A "SURPRISE". you created a situation where i would feel obligated because you were so desperate for whatever you could get. that's where i lost respect.
the bottom line is you forced it and it blew up in your face. doesn't make me a better person in the situation and it doesn't make u a better person either. i think we both fucked up but at least i'm the one admitting i fucked up and i'm not sitting here candy coating shit. i sabotaged the relationship because i felt trapped. and i don't care what any of you say about having a choice. sometimes u are in a situation where your choice isn't an option at the time. so sue me. i don't care.
my initial annoyance was mostly with echoes, not even u paul. but whatever i walked right into this one so it is what it is and i'm just rolling w/ the punches here since my entire TA life is on display here thanks to echoes. i've been a member since 2001 though and have met and partied with many TAs so i was bound to hook up with a TA or 2. is that really such a bad thing? lol i mean who gives a shit (besides all of you apparently lol)
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| quote: | Originally posted by notelfreak
man i can't believe i tried to come off as responsible in that other thread, i am so full of shit just don't tell anyone |
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