Hey Tiesto14 i just wanted to say that no matter what happens u can still count on us and trust me u will [b]ALWAYS[/] have our support . My thoughts are with you , i'm gonna pray for you , and hopefully everything is gonna be fine God willing . Keep the faith bro and be strong .

Taha

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"A style that's impossible to define. Prog? Hardly. Tech house? Not boring enough. It's like trippy twisted acid house but deep and funky. See, I told you - impossible."

to hypronix
.............you beleive i STILL have never heard that track....looks like its time to get it.....thanks..

to Tranzmit
..............wow i am sorry that you are terminally ill....all my thoughts and prayers are with you....i HOPE that i can have the strenght and fortitude to live life as you do IF i find out i am HIV positive....but i know you are right that no matter what the results i have to live each day to the fullest because we are all here for such a short time...so we HAVE to make every moment count...God bless you...and i might take you up on your support...

to mindshooter
................i really feel honored that i have helped you...that means alot....life is weird...maybe God had me post this here JUST to help you....lately i have been thiunking things like that...as if EVERYTHING happens for a reason....

to RTP
.........well to be honest i only had that one night of bad dreams..since then i have been sleeping OK...i have heard that if you tell people your bad dreams that you will never have that dream again...so maybe me telling you guys is the reason i am not having them...who knows....
.....I never heard that story before...but it was BEAUTIFUL....i really liked that......you told it perfectley....that story has lots of inspiration in it and i am printing it to save for ever...thanks for that...and your thoughts...

to Dj O'Callaghan
..................just posting your concern and thoughts is helpful enough....honestly thank you......i will have the results within 4 days...so not much longer.....but i am still shitten bricks...

to tranceaddict991
......................thanks....i think if i do have it...which i HOPE i dont...but IF i do i will be messed up for awhile but in time...lots of time i will make my life good....i would probally end up counselling young kids on how not to end up with it...or something.....i dunno....i am jus hope i dont have to worry about this ever again....thanks

to {b.s.e.}
............to be honest i am not really coping that well...i find myself getting so worked up oveer this that i start to cry..thanks for your thoughts....

to FASTDJMP3
..............thnaks for your prayers man.,....they mean ALOT....and you saying i will ALWAYS have support here means sooooooooo much...i couldnt even tell you how much that means.....but hopefully yours and everyone elses prayers will work and i will be OK.....we will see soon....thanks again

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Bring back 1994 NYC clubbing nights, cus the sh*t today is filled with junk parties and DJs that play sh*t House.....Zabiela, Sander, or Howells and all the rest suck and couldnt throw a night like it was in the early 90s in NYC!!!...Screw Twilo - give me Limelight circa 1993!!!

dude my heart goes out to you in more ways then one
i too have a girlfriend i love madly and some stuff has come up which isnt to crash hot i hope we can get over it so at least in that way i feel for you and understand your hurt
in regards to the hiv dude i really really really feel for you
at the end of the day however its not your fault man and as i read somewhere else people with HIV do lead very long healthy lives now in any case my heart goes out to you and everyone in your situation i hope all is well and im sure it will turn out fine... hang in there buddy
respect

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to JAH
.......sorry to hear that u are having trouble with your girl....and i hope things work out....if you need someone to talk to you can ALWAYS email or PM me and i am there for ya....thanks for your support....

good point thats it not my fault..but i have been wondering how it will be IF i am positive with all the discrimination against people with HIV....even though not one of them asked for the disease people wtill shun them...and i guess thats when you really find out who your true friends are...i guess.....thats one thing i can say i never did.....in High School there was a kid with HIV in my class and everyone stayed away from him...but i always said hi or smoked a cigarette with outside or whatever.....i mean i never was mean or stayed away from him jus cus he had HIV...even though so many people did...i guess when it comes down to it ...people are scared of the unknown...and since the disease is still till this day not very widespread like other diseases that people wtill fear it and just stay away....i hope that doesnt happen to me IF i am positive...but if it does then i know who really loves me i guess.....

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Bring back 1994 NYC clubbing nights, cus the sh*t today is filled with junk parties and DJs that play sh*t House.....Zabiela, Sander, or Howells and all the rest suck and couldnt throw a night like it was in the early 90s in NYC!!!...Screw Twilo - give me Limelight circa 1993!!!

hey man
maybe il take you up on that offer of a chat sometime eh

dude in reagard to what you said about peopl ebeing affraid of the unkown i totally agree thats where your fear is rooting from really because even with the ABT odds (i was reading the whole thread... , which is a rarity in itself! ) your fear froms that 0.00001 % of unkown and thats fair enough its human instinct, you will be fine mate
i know you will i hope all is well and i know you are gonna come out with qualities of strength, confidence and growth regardless the result. although you will be fine i know it.
my thoughts are with you...
Jah

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Well....just wanted to update ya all....not really a great update but..i have some free time and wanted to say something....

I have less then 27 hours to go till i find out the results.....and i am SHITTING BRICKS.....I have been chain smoking cigaretes one after the other all day...like i told Jah (who by the way has been a great support over the last couple days...thanks Jah)...

Well my nerves are killing me....my stomach hurts, i feel nauseaus, i have a headache and i just wanna know.....so i guess i will post tomorrow what the results are...but i think everyone can take it that IF i DONT post tomorrow...then i have it and was too upset to post...so basically if i post tomorrow i am fine..,.if i dont then i am fucked,,,,,,so we shall see....

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Bring back 1994 NYC clubbing nights, cus the sh*t today is filled with junk parties and DJs that play sh*t House.....Zabiela, Sander, or Howells and all the rest suck and couldnt throw a night like it was in the early 90s in NYC!!!...Screw Twilo - give me Limelight circa 1993!!!

good luck man.. i'm rootin' for ya!

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... looking forward to seeing your post tomorrow

-ABT-

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Peace.

Wow, I only discovered this thread today.
Good God! I can imagine what you're going through.

But be advised that, like many people here have said, your chances of contracting HIV are rather small. In fact, if you have sex with an HIV-infected person you will most likely NOT get it, strange as it sounds. That's what I've heard.

Anyhow, I certainly wish you luck, and please tell us about the results.

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Sorry man, normally I am exceptionally verbose...this is not something I can relate to at all. All I can say is that I hope everything turns out OK.

We'll be here man...

Tiesto14 bro i'm waiting for your post God willing

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"A style that's impossible to define. Prog? Hardly. Tech house? Not boring enough. It's like trippy twisted acid house but deep and funky. See, I told you - impossible."

I'll be looking for your post tomorrow man, good luck.

Prayers.
Steve