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Originally posted by lücid that's right! (except we didn't have a lawn so all my shit was piled up in garbage bags in a parking space in the underground garage) and yah, if you don't have like a totally amazing and secure relationship... booze/drugs always lead to drama and fights!

yea we had fun together and knew how to party together and had great sex, and that's about it.

the worst part was when he was getting off his cycle of steriods...oh my god. he would literally start a fight out of absolutely NOTHING. i couldn't understand it. it was the most bizarre thing because i didn't know he was on steroids so i was like, "man, where the fuck is this coming from" he punched the windshield in his car one time and cracked the whole thing. i've never been so scared in my life, seeing such rage like that from nothing. i jumped out of the car and went back to the club and called my girlfriend to come get me. i stayed in the bathroom the whole time until she came. i was freaking out. there was no way i was driving home with him acting like that.

then when i finally had enough and left him, he broke down and admitted that the reason why he was such a prick was because he was on steroids. it all made sense when he told me that...i was thinking there was no way i could have missed any warning signs when i first met him because he was so cool...

anyway, after the roids and drinking stopped, things changed a lot and we were great for a while...but then entered cocaine and south beach. lol

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Originally posted by notelfreak man i can't believe i tried to come off as responsible in that other thread, i am so full of shit just don't tell anyone