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Originally posted by Sushipunk I had to look up ataraxic, but yeah, I fully hear what you're saying. But an open relationship is always going to be a weird situation man. To even begin to make it work is going to require quite a bit of emotional detachment (on yours, or both your parts). To me, anyway, that seems to be sort of the opposite of a 'relationship.' Yeah, I remember. TheWhiteQueen, right?

yeah, good memory dude. and yeah, i'm quite detached in general. been looking into the philosophy of the stoics lately, if that helps at all (relates to the state of ataraxia)

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Originally posted by Lilith Men are fairly sensitive creatures and aren't comfortable not knowing where they stand when things get complicated, be it in life, relationships or work. They get to thinking too much about potential problems that may cause them to be, or for the more vain, make them look vulnerable to their peers and in the case of relationships, they start thinking all sorts of goofy things. Not really very sensitive of me to your plight I know and I'm sorry if you take that the wrong way, but it's not exactly one of my virtues.

yeah to be honest i don't fit most of that. i'm sensitive, but i'm absolutely confortable with uncertainty. to a fault, even.

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Originally posted by mezzir yeah to be honest i don't fit most of that. i'm sensitive, but i'm absolutely confortable with uncertainty. to a fault, even.

We all like to think we're comfortable and brave with facing life's uncertainties and picking through what we think and what we feel as being easy. But I'm yet to meet anyone who's genuinely happy being in any kind of severe uncertainty for long periods of time when expectations don't meet what we think should be happening. It causes fatigue, your clarity of thought goes to hell and all you want to do is just cop out and run away, save yourself the bother.
Which is where you are now.
You thought you'd be happy and had expectations of her, turned out you aren't getting what your expectations wanted and it hurts. No one would genuinely think any lesser of you for feeling that way, it's a pretty crappy situation.

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Originally posted by narcism i love it when ppl get caught out in lies

Go on, ban him for a few hours

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Originally posted by Lilith We all like to think we're comfortable and brave with facing life's uncertainties and picking through what we think and what we feel as being easy. But I'm yet to meet anyone who's genuinely happy being in any kind of severe uncertainty for long periods of time when expectations don't meet what we think should be happening. It causes fatigue, your clarity of thought goes to hell and all you want to do is just cop out and run away, save yourself the bother. Which is where you are now. You thought you'd be happy and had expectations of her, turned out you aren't getting what your expectations wanted and it hurts. No one would genuinely think any lesser of you for feeling that way, it's a pretty crappy situation.

never said i was happy with the situation, just content
content isn't really the right word though
i'm not happy with it, but not unhappy enough to warrant changing it
thats how i feel about uncertainties

if i spent more time worrying about what i was gonna do with my life etc i'd be fucking miserable, i'm 3-4 years out of high school and i just chose a major

also, case in point for my way of looking at things
i don't usually expect much of anything or worry about much of anything, and the one time i do...suprise, it sucks!

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Originally posted by Lilith Go on, ban him for a few hours

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Originally posted by narcism

Go on, a vulgar display of internet powers will put the brat in his place

Two of my friends often tell me that I'm the spitting image of Butters. Every time I watch South Park, I can't help but see the resemblance.

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Originally posted by idoru Two of my friends often tell me that I'm the spitting image of Butters. Every time I watch South Park, I can't help but see the resemblance.

meh
i get compared to samwise mostly
or, if i wear green, santa



like that, but with a bit more hair and a shitload of facial hair

and no pipe
ugh i gotta get to bed, i can't think straight

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Well physically, yeah, I can see the resemblance. I get compared more to Butters personality than anything, though.

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Originally posted by idoru Well physically, yeah, I can see the resemblance. I get compared more to Butters personality than anything, though.

oh
heh
well, i really don't have much of a personality
i'm fairly dull
:/

but serioulsy, butters is awesome
yeah he's naive at times, but i always kinda wish i had that much fun doing everything

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Cheer up Mezzir, don't let it get you down
Pick yourself off the ground, it's gonna be alright
Cheer up Mezzir, you're looking kinda sad
Your life ain't so bad, just think of all the good times

Remember your thirty-third birthday you threw a great big party
All of your friends were there for you, Greg, Bret and me
We brought you a cake in the shape of a four and a three
Because we all thought you were 43

You got a dog, who loves you Mezzir
He's one hell of a dog, he's an English bulldog
You've got a car don't you Mezzir, it's an '03 Accord
Only one previous owner
And you've got a job, you've got all your limbs!

You got a sensitive nose, and you know tae-kown do
You're good at matching your tie to your clothes
You've got a wife....although she comes and goes

Some people don't return your calls (they don't return your calls)
People will call you ginger balls (they'll call you ginger balls)
Those people don't know what they see, they just see ginger balls
Ginger balls

Cheer up Mezzir, it's time to forget
Your wife met someone on the net
Let's go and get an ice cream
Cheer up Mezzir, so nothing goes your way
It's the same every day
But tomorrow is another daaaayyyyayyy

oh and random thing i remembered from this summer, i manage one of our town's pools, i'm the asst. manager, my sister's the manager
so one rainy day we're just chillin cause no one's swimming, there's like 10 of us or so, and someone gets the idea to sort people into houses a la hogwarts
and 20 minutes later we got a whole staff list divided up into houses
and i look for my name


hagrid
everyone else was just generally in a house, no specific character, and i'm hagrid



lol i threatened to fire everyone, and then decided i was cool with it

/gogo pointless story

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LOL thanks bas
thing didn't even rhyme though, wtf?



oh and random thought of the day
if you spell everything backwards, alliteration becomes rhyme, and rhyme becomes alliteration

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Originally posted by mezzir LOL thanks bas thing didn't even rhyme though, wtf? oh and random thought of the day if you spell everything backwards, alliteration becomes rhyme, and rhyme becomes alliteration

It wasn't supposed to rhyme...I mean it kinda does, it's a song...but maybe you should just listen to it to get the rhythm

god DAMNIT i knew that was familiar somehow
good shit



oh and also you might appreciate this, so at the end of the summer the last day we had together at the end of the day we were sayin goodbye and it looked like she was starting to cry so i just said aww you cryin? and she said no...its just raining on my face, and then half cracked up half burst into tears. it was both one of the most depressing and most hilarious moments of the summer

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Originally posted by mezzir oh and also you might appreciate this, so at the end of the summer the last day we had together at the end of the day we were sayin goodbye and it looked like she was starting to cry so i just said aww you cryin? and she said no...its just raining on my face, and then half cracked up half burst into tears. it was both one of the most depressing and most hilarious moments of the summer

Awww, well I wouldn't worry too much about it. I'm sure whoever it is that she went on a date with smells like cabbage. Or he's a pompous ass, I mean he goes to UMass so I KNOW he's a dickbag.

Plus, c'mon, you've got a much manlier beard than he does.

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Originally posted by bas Awww, well I wouldn't worry too much about it. I'm sure whoever it is that she went on a date with smells like cabbage. Or he's a pompous ass, I mean he goes to UMass so I KNOW he's a dickbag. Plus, c'mon, you've got a much manlier beard than he does.

you misread
i go to umass

but yeah, pretty much the entire student body are assholes so i can't really fault your for that assumption

and i most definitely do

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Originally posted by mezzir you misread i go to umass but yeah, pretty much the entire student body are assholes so i can't really fault your for that assumption and i most definitely do

Oh man, well then stop being such dick

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Originally posted by bas Oh man, well then stop being such dick

hey fuck you!

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so hey, whats up everybody?
my isp is down for a while so i'm not as c0r wh0rish as i usually am.
i'm at my friend's place right now chilling out after a good night of clubbing. many drinks, a couple bumps, and a modafinil (which i think is why i'm typing so well)

chilling out drinking some imported San Miguel b33r and talking on the phone with people (hmmmm...i wonder who?)

hope everyone enjoys the rest of their night or day or whatever the fuck you time travelers are up to!

-Sam

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Originally posted by kadomony drinking some imported San Miguel

Unlucky dude Don't let it get you down, next time will be better.

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Originally posted by Sushipunk Unlucky dude Don't let it get you down, next time will be better.

actually San Miguel is a strange one.

Philipino San Miguel (the outsourced one) is much better than Spanish San Miguel (the original one).

I don't mind the Philipino one.



speaking of beer I just had a couple with the Dean, he's a bit of a goofball normally but crap he's funny with a few in him

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Originally posted by chimera66 well I wish you luck with that...be optimistic maybe it'll just be purgatory.

thanks gonna take a lot of doing but meh perhaps hibernation is the key.

oh. my. god.

my mouth is having a foodgasm right now. i just walked to this little vietnamese kiosk and got curry chicken and a crab spring roll. one word: AMAZING!

i think my favorite thing about france so far is no matter how cheap the food is or where you go, it's good quality. the french just don't make bad food!

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philippe - In MEXICO says: ur the most clever pothead i know philippe - In MEXICO says: u deserve a fucking medal

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Originally posted by Trance Nutter actually San Miguel is a strange one. Filipino San Miguel (the outsourced one) is much better than Spanish San Miguel (the original one). I don't mind the Filipino one.

the Filipino San Miguel brewing company is completely separate from the one based in Spain. They were just coincidentally found in the same year.


of course, the Filipino San Miguel ftw

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[11:58] Bas //: fuck he's hot

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Originally posted by bas Cheer up Mezzir, don't let it get you down Pick yourself off the ground, it's gonna be alright Cheer up Mezzir, you're looking kinda sad Your life ain't so bad, just think of all the good times Remember your thirty-third birthday you threw a great big party All of your friends were there for you, Greg, Bret and me We brought you a cake in the shape of a four and a three Because we all thought you were 43 You got a dog, who loves you Mezzir He's one hell of a dog, he's an English bulldog You've got a car don't you Mezzir, it's an '03 Accord Only one previous owner And you've got a job, you've got all your limbs! You got a sensitive nose, and you know tae-kown do You're good at matching your tie to your clothes You've got a wife....although she comes and goes Some people don't return your calls (they don't return your calls) People will call you ginger balls (they'll call you ginger balls) Those people don't know what they see, they just see ginger balls Ginger balls Cheer up Mezzir, it's time to forget Your wife met someone on the net Let's go and get an ice cream Cheer up Mezzir, so nothing goes your way It's the same every day But tomorrow is another daaaayyyyayyy

hahahaha

u always do that .


& i love it.

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Originally posted by verndogs the Filipino San Miguel brewing company is completely separate from the one based in Spain. They were just coincidentally found in the same year. of course, the Filipino San Miguel ftw

indeed, its the filipino san miguel.
quite a tasty lager.

on that note, heavy drinking + modafinil = bad
can't believe im still fucking up. gonna force myself to lay down.
peace all.

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Originally posted by prolikewhoa oh. my. god. my mouth is having a foodgasm right now. i just walked to this little vietnamese kiosk and got curry chicken and a crab spring roll. one word: AMAZING! i think my favorite thing about france so far is no matter how cheap the food is or where you go, it's good quality. the french just don't make bad food!

are you talking about immigrant food, or actual french food?

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Originally posted by chinamon not true. i say "ugh" but i am a tranny.

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Originally posted by kotsy lol colour me retarded

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Originally posted by EvilTree are you talking about immigrant food, or actual french food?

french food can't go wrong, if it does they just triple the garlic added!