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Radagast wrote on Dec-30-2004 14:43:
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Theresa wrote on Today 06:15:
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Radagast wrote on Today 04:00:
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Theresa wrote on Yesterday 21:41:
Why would you be leaving? Are you ok?
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Because I made a fool out of myself or several people made a fool of me on here, or both, I don't know...it doesn't matter. Which of course are both foolish reasons for anyone to be affronted and leave any internet community. In fact, becoming embarassed from anything anyone says on the internet is absurd, let alone so much so that leaving is the only option. Everything I do is foolish and foolhardy. Smarter and more experienced people here pointed out my stupidity and inexperience, and they were right on both accounts. Regardless, this isn't the first time. It always happens. In real life and on the internet. No i'm not ok. Why are you talking to me...you have better things to do.
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HA! If I ran away everytime I was made to be a fool, I would never leave my room. 
Try and keep a low profile for a while, and I am sure people will be more than willing to forgive and forget. Just make sure that when you do, you don't step on a lot of toes.
I know how easy it is to get on people's bad sides. For whatever reason, I do not know, but in every situation, some people will like you, and some wont. Simple as that.
Who cares? If they can't appreciate you for who you are, especially if you have apologized for your faults, or haven't really done anything at all, they really aren't worth the time to bother with. Luckily, there will always be at least one person who can see past the exterior, and know there is a kind person under the facade you present.
Listen, I do not know you well, but I can tell you from experience that being made a fool is usually from talking too much. Perhaps you are an overly opinionated individual, or were brought up significantly different to the rest of us, so you don't see eye to eye with many, but that is ok. Multi-culturalism; varieties of personalities and people, are what make life interesting.
I really hope that you don't decide to completely leave. That would be a shame, especially if you really do appreciate the music.
Whatever ails you, I send you my best wishes, whether you leave or stay. Only you can make your life better; you live once, don't waste the little time you have feeling miserable. Everyone deserves a chance to enjoy life.
Why do I care? Because I love people, and if everyone made an effort to reach out to their fellow man, we would be a much better species. I try to put my beliefs into action.
I hope that you can take something positive from what I have said. Just remember, not everyone is against you, (no matter how much it may seem that way sometimes).
Take care,
Theresa
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I am sorry to say that I don't feel any sort of reassurance from your words. Maybe it's because I don't know you or because you don't know me, as you said. Nobody in this world knows me. It really doesn't matter how many people are against me. When the most important people in your life have taken to thinking that you're a loser, the assurances of someone else are not quite as significant. Do you know what it's like for your own mother to think you're a loser? I take the ones against me here and elsewhere to heart so, and you so little because I have experienced much more of the former in my life, that the latter is almost meaningless to me. Everyone may not be against me, but nobody has ever been for me. Please don't say you're for me. How can you or anyone else be for me? I don't understand...you don't know me...you never will...nobody else ever will...how can you.
I know that you would have typed that out almost word for word to anyone else pretty much whatever they said. What you sent me seemed almost like a conditioned response. It meant nothing to me, and i'm sorry if i'm being too blunt or harsh. It seems almost impossible to me that you would care about someone you don't know and never will...I don't understand why you would, or why you would try to help me. You would have better fufillment in your personal beliefs through talking to victims of the Indian Ocean tsunami or donating money for aid. I need help, but I don't want help. Or maybe I do and I don't know that I do. I suppose I should just be glad that you decided not to ignore me, seeing as all I do is whine about myself like the idiot I am while people with real problems are out there.
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