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Lol, Thank you Amber. Selling the house couldn't come at a better time. You won't see a bulliten or a blog about this on myspace because this isn't a "omg let me post this on myspace" kind of thing. Which I'm sure some of you are thinking "Um, this is a more public place than your private myspace page, why would you post it here instead?" I'll explain.
I have been on TA now for what - nearly five years? I can't think of how many nights I stayed up late talking to TA's about life, love, family, friends, or how many times I'd rush home from work just because I knew I needed to talk to a TA. I've traveled all across the country, met so many TAs, partied with TAs, stayed at different TAs houses... Had a whole mess of TAs rub my back as I was puking from drinking too much at a house party. It's like a whole community for me. My friends are concerned with how the cancer is going to affect THEM (ex: weddings) vs what I'm going through. You guys though... I have no obligations with you. None of you are COUNTING on me for anything. Strangely at a time like this, the support and wishes and love I got from all of you is like my backbone - which is crazy to think an online community is that! But if something happened to anyone else, we'd all be the same to them as well.
What I'm trying to say is - Thank you to everyone who came out of the woodwork, I know tons of you haven't posted in a while... hell I haven't been posting but for the past week or two, and I love you guys.
And Emil - we've already done the laporoscopy (sp?) before and that's getting done again to see the spreading.
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