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hmmm... i've met two people from online in real life...
one was a married woman in her 40s with three kids... perfect wifey... we first met in... pogo.com chess rooms. the thing spinned off really crazy. it was crazy stuff. i would call her and she would call me, and we would have phone sex, and she'd tell me how she was massaging her clit with her vibrator. and she'd tell me stories what kind of sex she had with her husband over the weekend. we'd talk about how our sex would be like... i said i needed to stop by her on my way to Russia for holidays (even tho she was in cali and i needed to fly to nyc ), and she'd promise me the best blowjob and anal sex ever... it was shweeeet. how it ended? well, after a couple of things, i suddenly started to feel ashamed, because... i was thinking of how wrong i was doing my girlfriend. (who was in Russia). upon returning from Russia, i cut the communication. I still wonder what that woman is doing now, it was nice promiscuous relationship with no strings attached... as for my girlfriend in Russia, we broke up two months after that. I still feel I've done her veeeeery wrong by engaging in sex with a married woman with three kids.
the second one (even though we haven't met in person) was another online relationship with a Russian girl while I was single. we met on a Russian trance board. quite a lively communication, we had. calling each other every other day and such... she was (hmmm, what's the word...) open-minded, and we already decided I would stay in MOscow for a couple of days after coming to RUssia, before going to my city, at her place, and we'd engage in crazy sex. multiple phone sex sessions and such. it was good. but upon coming to Russia, I was waiting for her in the Airport, and she... well, she called me a coupke of days later and said she got into the traffic jam. And really asked to come to visit me in my city. But by that time I've hooked up with an awesome girl... my ex-classmate, who I - along with all the other guys from my class - was dreaming about all those school years. she was out of a messy realtionship, and i was down for whatever, so kaboom... but that's a whole different story.
so all my online relationships bring nothing but fun memories to me... one important thing is to take it easy and not to take anything close to your heart. and you're on for an awesome ride... i'm telling you.
and no, i'm not bullshiting you or fantasizing here trying to earn kudos, i've gone through that stage many years ago.
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