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Slylee
love lockdown

Registered: May 2001
Location: Hollywood, FL
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| quote: | Originally posted by Omega_Blue
do you and your mom not get along or something? i have three recurring dreams that happen pretty often (and before, when i was younger, i never had recurring dreams). one is where i'm escaping/fighting off zombies. one is where i'm escaping a fucked up mansion where someone is locking me up and performing tests on me- and at the end i always end up climbing out a back window and hopping a fence behind the mansion. the last one is where i'm on a bus- that one just started happening recently and has recurred multiple times in the last week. i dunno why that shit happens.
yeah, that's fucked up. |
yea we generally get along and talk every other day, but it's superficial. i mean i love her to death but my mom is a difficult woman to love. you either love her or hate her, as cliche' as that sounds.
i've just had typical mom issues with her in the past and she is VERY attached to me and we had a co-dependency type of relationship when i was in my early 20s and went back home to live with her for a couple of years after moving out.
things are better now though, i've grown up a lot and she lives in a different state and it makes a world of a difference. i actually miss her sometimes now lol
but yea, i've thought about that nightmare many times and like i said, i'm convinced that evil spirit represented her and the whole trying to get in my body represents her trying to control me all the time with guilt.
when i was living on my own in ft. lauderdale, i was having that nightmare so often that i started marking it on my calendar and it was happening about every 2 weeks. and that was when she was calling me every fucking day and constantly trying to come over to my apt and hang out and was just pretty much up my ass 24-7 and i was going nuts over it lol
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| quote: | Originally posted by notelfreak
man i can't believe i tried to come off as responsible in that other thread, i am so full of shit just don't tell anyone |
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Nov-05-2009 13:38
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GoSpeedGo!
no more Mr. Nice Guy

Registered: May 2006
Location: Eisenstein's laboratory
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| quote: | Originally posted by MrJiveBoJingles
I must have some kind of repressed rage or something, because when I kill someone in a dream, I normally don't just kill them, I mutilate them. Slice them open, or stomp their skull into bits on a road, smash all their bones with a baseball bat, etc. It's a bit disturbing.
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Sometimes, I have this kind of disturbing dreams, too. I remember one where I was shooting literally hundreds of women with a rifle, firing headshots at them. There was lots of blood. They weren't regular women, though, more like demons (succubi) but it was weird either way.
I'm hardly a misogynist in real life.
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Nov-05-2009 13:53
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