you know what i feel like theres no reason to go on sometimes too man.. Ive lived a fucked up life too...especially when ur surrounded by great people all around u..ppl who have made differences in the world and u come out as the black sheep...im gonna take this all back for letting it out man but its true... my parents have even told me im a fuckin embarassment to the family many times...but i adopted the phrase FUCK THE WORLD because i am myself and i couldnt give a fuck what anyone else thinks... and right after i adopted that phrase i started with some self improvements just to make myself feel better...this is the best thing u can do just keep improving yourself and fuck what anyone else says...i quit drugs i quit smoking (for a bit) i quit hanging out with ppl that made me feel like shit abt myself.. i quit chillin with ppl that brought me down the wrong route in life... i learned alot about myself... and i have totally improved myself cept for my laziness which is something im trying my hardest to work on right now....but im sure i can do it cause ive done everything else...thats what u gotta do man..ur still young 24 is still a puppy...u can do alot just dont be afraid to make sacrifices..

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Originally posted by SebTheDJ IM sorry, but i have no comments for people looking for ATTENTION. People who commit suicides dont post shit, dont go saying shit to everybody. They keep it in themselfs.

tbh i'd agree but anyone remember that lad who talked in IRC and some people told him to do it (some also tried the opposite i must add) and in the news the next day he had. all over the papers and all. but you dont know what to think on the 'net.

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omg...why would you want to do it? think about it...you are just going thru all these hard times right now...but, trust me, you will get your share of the pie soon hun....just dont get sucked into it..i have been there before and i got myself out of it with my own will power...second, taking medicine is not going to help you in any way..it just makes you get worse or dependent to it....if you think getting out of your house will help the situation, then do it..i believe that anyone can do anything in this world if they put extra effort into it...NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE!!!!!! yes , it might not get there right away , but with some positive attitude and motivation , you will get there... killing yourself is just a form of losing..you quit, you lost the battle...now do you want to lose? it's up to you....

good luck and take care

indy

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why would you be taking medication if it clearly doesn't help?

my undeducated and probably not very wise advice is:

see what happens if you dont go on your meds... meds aren't always good.

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Originally posted by BTG my undeducated and probably not very wise advice is: see what happens if you dont go on your meds... meds aren't always good.

I agree with you; the solution to life's problems doesn't come in a pill.

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Originally posted by Trancewave First of all berson or whatever the fuk your name is need to stfu!

amen brother! what a fucking tranceaddict in training! he should get fukin banned!! when i saw the first lines ofhis post i thought he was fuckin around. but this bitch was for real... berson you're an asshole. fckin come to my territry and ill get your fcukin head cut off (my ninjas are ready)

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Doo Doo Breaks

I'm glad your ok, but for how long...

Do you know what you need, a vacation.

Seriously, this will clear your head and make you feel better, probably meet a good girl on your vacation.

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Originally posted by Dj_Psygnosis Do you know what you need, a vacation. Seriously, this will clear your head and make you feel better, probably meet a good girl on your vacation.

i would even suggest taking a bath alone in the house to think and reasses your problems. When i was going through my personal shit, it always relaxed me to be alone for a while, even if it was only 10 or 20 minutes. It made me realize that my problems weren't all that extravagant that my anxiety and undecisiveness had projected them to be. just relax and think "happy thoughts"

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Thank You and Goodnight

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Originally posted by neo geo im still here and i want to thank all of u for your support.I am still in the same situation ive been in and each day is a struggle to live.Im so sick of being fucked up in the head. Im so scared of myself.I cant eat lately and my sleep paters are all fucked up.Im tired of going through this shit, i have been going to doctors since i was 11 years old for depression.I have come to grips that i prob will end up pulling that trigger one day but for now im stuck fighting the misery. I look at life of paying bills and having to raise kids and struggling through life and i dont want to face that shit anymore. The doctors keep feeding me all these meds and they dont even know the long term side effects of all the drugs, the drugs themselves could be killing me. I know its not manily to cry but i cant hold back the tears. I cant find out why there is so much pain and anger inside. There is only so much talking to friends u can do and u are still at point a. god help me

i been checkin this thread constantly hopin to see your name...as fucked up as life can get, u should never just throw it away...

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Originally posted by Dj_Psygnosis I'm glad your ok, but for how long... Do you know what you need, a vacation. Seriously, this will clear your head and make you feel better, probably meet a good girl on your vacation.

you obiously dont know shit about depression...you cant meet a girl really...when depressed..you avoid people..you dont enjoy doing things you once used to..so a vacation would not be a good choice...btw..im not trying to sound mean to you, but take it from an expert like me who has, and still is, been depressed for years

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I agree, workin g out is the key, when you feel well in your body, it changes every way you think and you are 1000 times more motivated then when you lay down and watch TV

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