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there isnt a treatment for mdma use, its not that general.
ever since i did hardcore amounts of mdma, i became extremely irritable, would freak/stress out so much over stupid shit, was totally emotional, blah blah blah. it didnt even feel like me. but it never started until i took so much of that evil drug. i would feel myself going out of control emotionally when ANYTHING happened.
i finally went in. ive been on lithium, buspar, etc to try to help with the emotional shit. finally i tried what im on now, its called risperdal. its an anti-psychotic (sounds scary huh?) but im taking 1/3 of the normal dose that someone like that would take. basically it helps balance out your seratonin and dopeamine levels, which makes perfect sense why i am starting to feel normal again. its used in small doses (in general) with people who have anxiety/irritability/mood swing issues.
i wish i had been smart and realized this kind of shit can happen while i was taking 3 pills a weekend, every weekend, so i could have gotten around the consequences.
again kids. this drug might be fun, but its gonna fuck you up if you take it a lot. dont go there. its not fun.
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