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Yes, there are priorities to be set for my new "exsistence" as you put it(not a bad way to put it at all!)
Basically I have nothing here in the states. I mean I live with my parents cus of all the shit that has happened to me, I have no choice right now. But like I said, I have owned my own house and been completely homeless before. I really have alot of experience in this shit.
***Maybe I should have put my purpose for all of this first. Sorry. Eventually I want to be a producer and DJ on an international scale. No, I'm not saying I want to be the next PvD, cus we all do, but instead I just want to make my music. I'd really rather stay underground than be a superstar DJ or some shit. Here in America artists are looked as as slackers who don't want to work. Thats not true at all, I just could NOT handle the 9-5 bullshit, and with my true love for rythm and lyrics, I think I really don't have much choice in my life if I truely want to be happy.
So one day, when I get the cash, I would like to go to SAE Institute in Berlin. Thats the goal for right now. Then, with a degree, I could be taken seriously in my audio hopes all over the world. I mean, even if I'm not the next Markus Schultz, even if I'm just some producer for a mainstream act and I never ghet my name on anything, it would be fine cus I'd be doing what I love.
So thats the goal of all this. Not to mention I've never been outside of the friggin SouthEast United States. I NEED to expand my mind beyond the jaded visions of those around me. My mind is so fucked right now, I mean, I'm willing to try a trip to Germany instead of taking these fucking Paxils.
So yes, I am actually building up to something. I realize life can't be just parties, and I would really rather be sitting in a studio with a 40 channel and some decks and 3 other people than in a massive party or club rolling my ass off. Yeah, I'll be at Casino like one a week while I'm there, cus I looooove PvD/AvB style Trance, but I'm really hoping there will be an underground scene over there like there USED TO BE over here.
I mean there are locals in every city in the world. There has to be underground parties and local producers, not JUST Vandit in Berlin. I want to meet every one of the local guys before I even get there. I need to be able to have a place to spin every now and then, even if it's only to 10 people at the bar. I need DJs to chill with and smoke a blunt and spin records for hours on end.
(Which reminds me, hows the bud over there? I'm a pothead like you've never seen before, there some good Sensi that is regualar? )
Anyone know of any local forums like our enation or cflraves(or whatever it is)??? I think that'd be a great start, being that that is how I met people here like Monk and AK1200 and Edgar.
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"Oh NO! It seems the world has been infected by a disease called shitty music.
We've had innocculations for some time now but the populace keeps refusing it.
You don't want it? Fine. Give me all the vaccine and a needle and I'll fucking overdose.
It'll be the best day of my life."
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