some 2 months ago i felt a bump in my right testicle and since then my life was really shitty cause i was thinking that the worst thing has happened to me. since then i was really nervous, i was yelling at everybody, i stopped going out just sitting home and not talking to almost anybody. when i did go out i could only think about this so it was really not so much fun. sometimes i would pull myself from it and i would be ok for a bit but then dark toughts would come back and i would cut off anybody away from me. and all this time i was really afraid, never before in my life was i so afraid, so scared that i couldnt go to the doctor and check myself out (i know, i know, im stupid scaredy ass).

and then i couldnt take it anymore, i took some time off work and went to see a doctor and i was sent to do some tests and was told that they'll have results sometime this week. they called yesturday but since nobody was home i had no idea what the fuck is going on. so this morning right after work i went to my doctor, and waiting in that room for 10 minutes was prolly longest 10 minutes in my life, i wanted to run away, i was scared shitless. then she walked in with a paper in her hand and read something and i swear to God i did not hear one word, i was somewhere else, really really scared. but when she smiled, HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLY FUCK...... it was just a cyst (sp?), and she said its normal and i shouldnt do anything about it.


i kissed her so many times, i ran outside, yelled a lot and since then i have one of the biggest grins on my face, EVER.

i saw how fragile we humans are tru this crisis of mine and now i see life with totally different eyes.

and now i'll cherish and enjoy every day of my life even more than i did before, i wont let all my gifts and knowledge go to waste like i've been doing till now.

im a different man now

LIFE IS GREAT

WHOHOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOHOOOOOOOOO

___________________
i wanna wipe my ass with mona lisa !!!

Congrats hon! That is excellent news to be grateful for!

___________________
Have Love Will Travel

*Alfie flashbacks*

Good stuff man! Really happy to hear you're ok Keep yourself healthy from now on, no slacking around! It's funny how moments like these really make you appreciate things

___________________
Photo Album: *Click*

Very Nice...

Now the secret is to always remember this day, this minute, this euphoria you are feeling....Too many times after something like this we can be 'changed' for a little while, but get back into the same routine and slowly lose the gift that we have been given.

I have a very similiar take on life. To be honest, I shouldn't even be here at all. With some of the insanity that I have put myself in over the years, I have had many friends pass away, and I really should be gone myself.

I always thought that 30 was my limit. The way I was living in my 20's, I wouldn't have made it to 30.

I am older than 30 now, when for so many years I couldn't even think past that number.

So every morning when I wake up, it is a good day! Every day is just icing on the cake because I know that logic says that I would never have made 30, let alone made 30 with some semblence of intellect.

Every day is a blessing. Every person you meet, you can affect them in a positive or negative manner....I choose to try and affect people in a postive manner today. I know that every 'problem' I have today, is just a learning experience...and most of these said 'problems' are in areas where I used to not have areas...so the base issue "I get what I need today, and that is not necessarily what I want" holds true....

XM, you have been given this gift. You can squander it and in a couple of months not really remember what you are feeling today, or you can cherish it and let it mature and let it change and lift you on a daily basis for the rest of your life...The choice is yours..

___________________
The Spankmeister Cometh.....

When the student is ready, the teacher will appear.

So speaketh the poet on the lawn chair.

___________________
Have Love Will Travel

congrats

btw, you got your testicles checked by an (old?) female doc? heh

is she hot?

___________________
[/IMG]http://i54.tinypic.com/ngycqo.png[/IMG]

Wow, congrats. Just don't let that euphoric feeling fade and fall to ld habbits. Glad to hear that everything's ok.

quote:

Originally posted by malek is she hot?

haha i was abt to ask the same thing. im finding a hot penis doctor and getting her to check me out for testicular cancer.

OK now is definately the time for Tom Green:

quote:

Hey kids feel your balls So you don't get Cancer Hey kids feel your balls So you don't get cancer Feel your balls Squeeze your balls Tease your balls Please your balls Early detection is the key Rub your balls and you won't get cancer Hey kids feel your balls So you don't get Cancer Hey kids feel your balls You don't want cancer Rub your balls Squeeze your balls So you don't get cancer MASTURBATE EVERYDAY! Hey kids feel your balls So you don't get cancer Hey kids rub your balls So you don't get cancer RUB YOUR BALLS WHILE MASTURBATING! Hey kids rub your balls, While masurbating looking for lump If you find a lump Then go to the doctor And get your testicle removed RUB YOUR TESTICLES, WHILE MASTURBATING OR WHILE NOT MATURBATING! Rub your balls for no reason Other then for checking for cancer Or rub your balls Specifically for the only reason of Checking for cancer Or rub your balls Only for pleasure Or for pleasure and For checking for cancer at the same time *pause* You can pleasure your balls And also check for cancer At the same time You can pleasure yourself And also check for cancer At the same time TWO BIRDS, ONE STONE! Pleasure your balls And check them for Cancer at the same time

___________________

quote:

Originally posted by jester Everything in this country is illegal.

"Socialism is a philosophy of failure, the creed of ignorance, and the gospel of envy, its inherent virtue is the equal sharing of misery…" Winston Churchill

‎"If you have ten thousand regulations you destroy all respect for the law" - Winston Churchill

Yeah Tom Green has got one nut...that's scarry stuff poor guy

___________________
Photo Album: *Click*

I bet that way the most nerve wrecking 10 minutes of your life...congrats