Yay School!!!
I never thought I'd be as excited as I am right now about going to school. Especially considering how tough this semester is going to be.
I've decided to take pathophysiology (processes of human diseases) to get myself a little more ahead than I am already, and that course alone is going to be a bitch...forget that I already have a full courseload! Most people fail, so there's a good possibility I'll have to redo it in the summer...but I'm going to try nonetheless!
Anyways, why I am I so happy about school under these circumstances??? I'll tell you!!!:
Last week I got a letter from my school telling me I was suspended for EIGHT MONTHS!
The reason is because one of my marks went in as a 0. However, I didn't realize that at first. You see, I'm redoing some of my first year classes because I've been out for so long. Most of them I already have a credit for, so I don't actually have to do the work. So what I've done is register in the classes, but as an "audit" student. I guess I forgot to do that with this one class...oops!
So anyway, I was freaking out...like REALLY freaking out. The nursing program isn't easy, and some of my existing marks in classes I DIDN'T redo are mediocre at best. So here I was thinking that I was totally screwed for 8 months. Not only that, but it's not like I can just hop back into school where I left off after a suspension...no, I would have had to start ALL OVER AGAIN after going through the whole application process, AGAIN!!!
You have no idea how shitty I felt all weekend thinking about this. My body seriously went numb when I realized the implications of being suspended from school. I couldn't cry about it, nor could I get angry...I've never felt like that before. Total despair. And I've been through much worse things than this before.
I prayed to God to have things turn out in my favour, promising I would do ANYthing to stay in school, do ANY amount of studying, etc.
So you can see why I'm excited about the huge work load I have to look forward to this semester. Like, truly, really excited about it, lol. I'm SO glad things worked out, cause I really would have been fucked if they didn't. I have so much invested in this...it's my life ffs!! I'm sure I would have gone into some sort of depression, ugh!
CORE VERSION
Thought I got kicked out of school, it would have screwed me big time. Turns out I'm NOT kicked out of school, I'm extremely happy about it. Gonna work my ass off!
THE END.
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yay for school.
