I always had this idea that the life we live now is hell and that we are all bastard children who committed hate crimes and murder or whatever and now we must live this shit life. It's typical me; typically cynical.

I'm in hell because I've found the girl of my dreams. And I'm deeply in love with her. The problem is she doesn't love me back. That is the worst. It's emotional pain only you can see and feel. What do you do, move on. How can you move on when no other girl will ever compare to her, when you see her car everywhere you go, hear her name every waking day. She haunts you in your dreams of a life that could have been.

Why can't I be with her you ask and then look away disinterested. Well she has a boyfriend who is in a gang and has lots of "crazy bald gangster friends", she has a baby with him, and I don't make enough money. Also I don't have my own place for her to take refuge in. I want to be her everything. And one day I will be. It's what I say to keep me going. All these things I do to better myself physically and financially is for her. I'm living for her. She doesn't love me now.

But I will spend my life trying to make her love me.

Thanks.

Wasn't that the one with Heather Mirren in it?

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Trance man its just trance.....leave it alone,

wait, is this thread serious?

It is serious. I was about to say it's a dramatic exaggeration but it's really not. I believe it all and I hate my life right now and the only thing keeping me from going insane is this girl who just won't love me no matter how hard I try. It hurts.

that's not love. it's just obsessing over what you can't have.

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She has a kid to a gangster (LA style I presume). Good start.

Didn't you real one of the other threads on what a G/F needs to be and have:

1) a job
2) a car
3) no children

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Hey don't tell me about love. I was first introduced to love when I was 18. I know what it is. It's when you don't care about sex you just want to be close to her and you care about her. Tell her to wear her seatbelt and don't speed cos I don't want to lose you. If it wasn't for these little things, like your baby, you'd be mine.

Why is this bitch the girl of your dreams? Does she swallow?

She looks like a younger version of my mom. God I'm not kidding I swear to god......

You can join my gang if you want. Maybe that will help get you some cred.

*throws signs*

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ya bro.

i'm pretty sure you haven't met nearly enough girls to say "no girl can compare." second, i can assure you a LOT of people on this site said that back in middle school and such, and now when they look back they realize how fucking stupid they were for saying it

seriously dude, move on. it's that easy