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See I initially heard that word "effort" and had about a million and 1 different reasons to argue why I think I put more effort into producing than anyone.
Just when Kysora said he use to spend an hour or more on Fl a day I kind of smirked and thought "I easily can put in 4 hours a day sometimes more" on FL (which obviously just made me feel worse). And I'm really realizing lol that my logic IS flawed. Its flawed as it can possibly be.
When I was a newbie I went to the reason forums and was told the "best" way to learn how to make good music is to just practice, to go on my sequencer everyday and just use it as much as I could. And I came to these forums years later and basically heard the same thing, "nothing compares to just opening your sequencer and learning through practice and experience" and I think I've adopted that belief to an extent that I'm finally realizing is messing me up more than anything today.
I've always put countless hours into using Fruity for as long as I've had it. But thats been most of everything that I've done for my production. And I was comparing it to areas of my life that I consider myself to be good at. Like chemistry for one, and bodybuilding/nutrition second (psychology 3rd). And I remembered at one point in my life I must have been going to the gym 2-3 hours a day, for years nonstop, and never made much of any change at all in my physique. Identical to what I'm doing with Fl right now almost.
It wasn't untill I opened my first nutrition book, started taking classes, starting reading about it online, that I figured out how important diet was. I became a master at nutrition and never have had another problem since reaching the goals I set for myself.
I got good at chemistry by reading college chem books in highschool, and all throughout college. And I can't really think at this point that anything else is holding me back but HOW I exhaust my effort. I don't have a learning plan, a strategy, daily things I'm focusing on to improve like M4B said.
I've always thought I would learn more wasting 100 hours on FL and 0 hours tutorials vs wasting 80 hours on FL and 20 hours on tutorials. Because it feels like I have to waste 100 hours of watching tuts just to learn an hours worth of skills. And I've always assumed in the 100 hours on I'm on FL I'm easily learning way more than an hours worth of skill. But I'm realizing not only is my math severely fucked, but the way I approach this whole thing in general.
I DO on occassion watch tuts, but in the last year I can prob count them all on one hand. I've opened production books from time to time and for the most part felt like they were a waste, but now I'm really thinking I have no other choice. I mean if I don't start doing something different, I don't know how I can expect my results to be different. So rather than waste my time on making that thread, I'm going to start thinking of ways to bring information into my brain on a daily basis. Even if I don't think I'm going to use it I'm obviously not learning much of anything anymore just be playing around on fruity.
If I love trance as much as I think I do, I think I can absolutely find the time to learn the shit I dred and tell myself isn't gonna help (I usually dred it just because I think its not gonna help). I mean there isn't much of anything else I can possibly consider doing at this point. I've made thousands of threads, and the only common denominator I seem to be ignoring is getting a solid grasp on the technical side of things.
So thanks both Kysora & M4B, I genuinely feel like if I can work more on my strategy for learning, rather than aimlessly "practicing" on FL, I might actually start seeing some results I'm happy with. And as simple as it sounds.. Im rather confused why its taken this long to actually understand. Guess its part of that whole ability to learn thing lol.
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