You really need to talk to your psychiatrist, man.

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To be honest, one of my greatest sources of angst in life is the fact that, for most things I've done in life, I'd love it if I could do and not do them at the same time, so I could live out both options.

Ps.: But yeah, go see a shrink, mate.

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Originally posted by AlphaStarred Quit karate school when I was younger, being there for only a week. Get bullied when I was younger, when I should've stood up for myself. Not hit on enough girls in high school cos I was shy and had lower self-esteem. Going to Cancun with my former best friend, whereupon I became dissillusioned, bitter, and cynical. Wasting a few years at an acting class with a swindler of a teacher, whereby I became more dissillusioned, more bitter, and more cynical. Wasting years and doing odd jobs after college, when I should've focused on a career and goals. Cursing at my father once and emotionally hurting him. Being with prostitutes. Doing acid, crack, and possibly mushrooms. Going to a 2nd yeshiva in Israel, where I had a breakdown. Making the mistake of moving to Crown Heights, where I only spent a few days, and ended up paying a full month's rent.

Someone give this man a hug!

I've done a lot of shit that in retrospect were bad ideas but they have shaped who I am today so I can't really say I wish I hadn't.

I titty fucked a fat bitch.

i mean fat.

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Originally posted by UWM I've done a lot of shit that in retrospect were bad ideas but they have shaped who I am today so I can't really say I wish I hadn't.

QFT

Plenty I wish I hadn't have done...

By the way, is the OP catholic, lmao..

I also dropped out of highschool and never took a complete college course (i've done a few courses here and there).

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Originally posted by AlphaStarred Quit karate school when I was younger, being there for only a week. Get bullied when I was younger, when I should've stood up for myself. Not hit on enough girls in high school cos I was shy and had lower self-esteem. Going to Cancun with my former best friend, whereupon I became dissillusioned, bitter, and cynical. Wasting a few years at an acting class with a swindler of a teacher, whereby I became more dissillusioned, more bitter, and more cynical. Wasting years and doing odd jobs after college, when I should've focused on a career and goals. Cursing at my father once and emotionally hurting him. Being with prostitutes. Doing acid, crack, and possibly mushrooms. Going to a 2nd yeshiva in Israel, where I had a breakdown. Making the mistake of moving to Crown Heights, where I only spent a few days, and ended up paying a full month's rent.

Honestly, out of this list... I would say that:

-cursing at your father should be the only one you should feel remorseful about. everything else is LIFE.

Fuck it brother, we're not perfect. The only times I feel serious remorse is when I lash out at a family member, and it's for no other reason than to try and hurt them. the other stuff, drugs, bad decisions, etc, all that stuff doesn't matter. your family matters.

I agree, but I definitely regret spending thousands of Gs on webcam models.

Fair enough on monies spent on virtual or even physical temptations....

I used to love going to the strip clubs. It gets crazier when you date a stripper.

But, easy come, easy go.... all that money, energy, blah blah blah is gone... focus on the here and now.

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