|Originally posted by citric_acid |
really nothing exciting, the same bullshit that had been going on for years.
we would be friends, id fill him in on details of my life, probably tell him too much info about my relationships. Id say enough for him to think i was into him (not really meaning too, im just an open person, ill tell anyone anything they want to know) and then he would get a reality check that i wasnt and id make it clear to him again hes just a friend and we should never hang out in person (hes very socially awkard, maybe its just around me but he would just stand there and stare and freak me out), so i guess that makes me a tease. also he imagines a lot of his own problems, creates them in his head and suddenly they become real to him.
next part of the cycle he gets all paranoid, freaks out, over thinks every detail claims hes done talking to me, it really doesnt bother me so he gets more upset blocks me etc, then a couple months later texts me or something. this went on since 2006 really, every 6 months or so. I really didnt care, his life is a fucking shit show and it was somewhat entertaining, my friends would have bets on when/why he would block me next or send the next text.
finally i got sick of the same pattern and when he had his last freakout i blocked him from everything so he actually had to stick to what he said, if he cant stop it i was doing no good allowing it to happen.
there it is one side of the story, it was no relationship but we all know his buttons are easy to push and sometimes you cant help but push them, its like a really bad reality show. im not avoiding him i just got sick of the same drama cycle and obviously i was playing a part in it so i decided to change it.
im sure ive missed a few details but its really just high school drama, nothing really exciting, no we never fucked, kissed or had any intimate relationship, no i hadnt talked to him in the last 2 weeks so there was no real big thing that caused this, just him stirring in his own emotions getting upset everytime he saw me post on here