|Originally posted by Joss Weatherby |
No, haha. I've just been stuck up at night for like a week and its annoying and I keep having this inner monologue that ends in something I don't want to think. Nothing serious, well serious enough that I don't want to think it, but not like bad (like I said it sounds more dramatic than it is).
Its one of those thoughts that you know is probably true but you don't want to admit it to yourself because it'd just cause more problems. So you can think around it, but you can't actually think it all the way through.
Yea, sounds like I am on shrooms.
Actually I woke up this morning and the inner monologue popped into my head and I actually thought it all the way through, but yea, I am going to pretend that doesn't count.
Sounds like the fun beginnings of an anxiety disorder. Enjoy.