Registered: Jan 2014
Location: THANK THE LORD *for* being born yelluh.
I haven't talked to my father in so long. Afraid I 'll lose my meds on my way to see him than he'll see his true son. Can't bear to witness it. So i'll keep my distance. I know soon I'll be there when the time comes.
End rant.
Jun-23-2015 17:48
Dykes_on_Jay
Ape me.
Registered: Aug 2012
Location: Shenzhen LBC
I'll break character for a second to tell you that is a dumb move. I made that mistake.
Now fuck yourself, and go see your dad (unless he raped your asshole).
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Freak Out Tóng Zhì
Jun-23-2015 18:42
Innocence Lost
Uptight Biatch,..
Registered: Jan 2014
Location: THANK THE LORD *for* being born yelluh.
Thanks for your reply Jay, yeah i miss him a lot. I def miss the vibe of being with my father's side of the family and its been just me and my mum. I don't want to bore you but my mom's side of family are just evil and mean.
Typical reason i gained weight was because i wanted to never see another FLTA again and move on to become a loser.
The past few weeks have been really good to me. I lost a lot of weight and i'm moving out of the house a lot. I can def see myself making the trip some time soon. I feel ever more responsible than last time thats for sure. Last time I smoked laced purple haze3 times day for about month straight which is nothing but than my condition worsened turned my bipolar to shciitz. Right now I'm a vegetarian that takes a lot anti oxidants like coconut and tomato juice and essential vitamins and minerals bit of amino's along with my meds.
So far the improvement I seen is that i don't have bad thoughts whats so ever on meds. I cleaned my room and car and studio. I also stopped stalking you know who. so yeah i'm better than before.
That's some of my story.
Jun-23-2015 20:33
wienerschnitzel
Supreme tranceaddict
Registered: May 2003
Location: out west
Keep at it. Don't get discouraged and don't stop. I'm currently going through some serious shit and although everything inside me wants to fall apart my growth game is strong. That's right- I'm posting again. And making this cheesy as fuck. :/
Jun-24-2015 00:19
Innocence Lost
Uptight Biatch,..
Registered: Jan 2014
Location: THANK THE LORD *for* being born yelluh.
Yeh thanks really. I def don't think its cheesy but ur ex is straight up mean. My good news is i haven't had any dark thoughts now that i have good diet and nutrition. Oh i hope everything tunes out well for you and your will stays true. Must be hard raising kids on your own. Another thing i noticed is that i'm taking care of my mum's puppy more often, there were times were its like shit i can't feed my moms dog cuz i feel like not doing it. Now i'm real active and just proud.
Jun-24-2015 00:40
wienerschnitzel
Supreme tranceaddict
Registered: May 2003
Location: out west
I've struggled with depression most my life. Been on and off meds. I'm not currently in meds but go see a psychiatrist and I have a lot of support from good friends and family.
Jun-24-2015 02:37
wienerschnitzel
Supreme tranceaddict
Registered: May 2003
Location: out west
Lol I feel like this is way too much to share in a place like this but my brain is really foggy right now so I hope you all enjoy!
Jun-24-2015 02:57
Heaviside
tranceaddict in training
Registered: May 2015
Location: Redwood City, CA
quote:
Originally posted by Dykes_on_Jay
I'll break character for a second to tell you that is a dumb move. I made that mistake.
Now fuck yourself, and go see your dad (unless he raped your asshole).
Don't take life too seriously.
I have been diagnosed with mood disorders, not quite BiPolar but pretty 'shifty'. Been on ADHD meds, Anti-depressants, etc.
Life is tough, some ills do require medication, other conditions just require us to toughen up a bit.
Toughen up, kids.
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Absolute Blonde.
Jun-24-2015 05:47
Dykes_on_Jay
Ape me.
Registered: Aug 2012
Location: Shenzhen LBC
I didn't make a meds mistake. I made the mistake of putting off seeing my father. Then he kicked the bucket. That isn't a good feeling when things are unresolved.