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*do/have many of your taken ecstasy/E's? Yep
*how often do you take it? non regularly
(~25 pills in past year and half or so ~1.40 / mo i guess would be avg)
*wot are your views on it?
I feel rather ambiguous about it to be honest. It can (and does) cause depression, ranging from mild to severe, depending on frequency (How often), intensity (how much), and your genetic makeup (affects everyone to a different degree) among other non identifiable factors. I cannot stand the subculture that has been created because of it. The "ecstasy" subculture if you will... people in the tweaked out clothing trashed out of their minds at every party... It's downright abusive to themselves and degrades the entire atmosphere significantly.
On the flip side if you abstain from the touchy feely "ooh that feels great" bullshit it's a great drug. It's a very clean, intense and focused feeling every time I have taken them (aside from the first which I regret). It really makes you feel "safe" and suffused with some sort of divine senses for a few hours. Basically, it removes you from reality very well, which, in my opinion is what a good "drug" does (having desirable effects).
But, the damage it has the potential to do/does is undeniable. In moderation I believe it is negligible but everyone is entitled to their own opinion (backed by scientific fact or anecdote). I've taken ~25, (which isn't much by some standards) over the course of a year and a half and I do not notice any cognitive changes whatsoever, although there are times that I have experienced short depression spells. Your mileage may vary. Some of my friends get very depressed after pilling and some don't seem to be affected at all.
*do you like them? a bit
*any other comments? You can test your pills yourself as well... testing kits are purchasable through various vendors via the internet, bluelight.nu has a much more comprehensive and in depth database of ecstasy , and also lists testing kit vendors. Oh, and your reaction is almost stereotypically normal to the first time taking the drug.. That is how I, and everyone I've known felt (more or less) about it after our "first time"...
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