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sad story
Well it's been crazy few months for me, for example what just happened to me..
This year I was on Ibiza in summer, and I met this girl from Berlin, we got together, and everything was beautiful!
I know what everyone says about long distance relationships, but I went to visit her in october, and we had an amazing time again. I got 9 days off work.
I did the same this week.. you can tell I was in love, well I tried.
Anyway things hadn't been the same anymore, she was preoccupied with work, but I knew this before I went last saturday. Anyway when I was there she was sorta absent, and didnt really have time for me, and the little that we spent together, wasn't like it used to be. I don't know why, I really tried to be there for her and comfort her and everything.
We had couple serious talks and it boiled down to that she needs time to think things through, I was like ok, no problem.
Except she had to go to 3 day seminar to Stuttgart, or atleast that's what she told me, maybe she jsut went to friend's place, from thur.-sat. and I was suppose to stay until sunday.
Except on thursday morning when she left and we said bye, she sent me sms few hours later that it would be better if I could go home and not wait for her, that she couldn't do it 
Anyway I said no I wanted to see her for 1 last time, and that I'd wait, so we sms'd back and forth because I couldn't get her on phone. Finally I did on friday and I explained to her I wasn't even sure how to get to airport, cause she lives in Potsdam, that's like 30km out, and that it'd be proper that she sees that I get home.
See she had fear to confront me because of bad experience with previous bf.. but to me it was very hard too, I was there alone and no one to talk to etc..in her appartment.
Then she sms'd me easyjet code, she bought me a plane ticket, and she said she'll pay for taxi too.. I didn't want to see her money wasted by staying, and I wonder if she'd show up at home while I was still there anyway, so I packed and left.
She said she'll write me a letter this week explaining WHY... etc..
So I got home friday night, and went out that night to get few beers, and weekend was better a little, I listen to music and try not to think about her, but it's problem at times like now when I go to bed and I wake up in middle of night and I can't sleep and think of her, that's what sucks.
Luckily today I go back to work, so I hope that will help.
What happened to me overall was an amazing experience that doesn't happen every day, to me maybe once in lifetime, that's what sucks too.. 
Anyway if you feel bad about yourself, this story sure should make you feel better, lowest point of my life
Well just needed to get it off my chest, thanks for read guys 
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