Okay, actually this is a task for school I have to do, but I can't think myself into this situation. You have probably more ideas than I...
The situation is following:
You are gay and your father catches you together with your friend. Your father doesn't know you're gay and start beating you up real hard. You yell at your friend to leave, and so he does, although he wants to help, but he is too shocked. After going to school for the first time after one week, you pass your friend, but you don't talk to him. What do you think and feel in this moment? (this situation is taken from the book "the perks of being a wallflower")
The task is to write this persons interior monologue, but I would be already satisfied with your ideas.

Last edited by Bullet on Jan-13-2005 at 17:02

ur in Germany? and u rasking me this stupid question

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fukthaworld
i am going to have to say this again...i dont care what u think about me u r all fucking fucks!

What kinda question is that?

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i didn't choose that stupid task...
I just hoped for help here.

It's kinda relative isn't it, and depends on context? Either "that gay fuck ruined my relationship with my dad" or "mmmmmmm wish I still had his member up my ender".

Or were you looking for somthing more spiritual ?

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If you can read this, I'm seriously fucking bored.

LOL... actually I thought of some more.. serious stuff

curses...that was the book i've been meaning to find and read
girl i was friends with at my dorm and a buncha other theatre people etc at UMass were making a movie version, and from what i heard of the book i liked it
yeah no help with the assignment though

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Originally posted by Ory What kinda question is that?

better yet, what kind of school do you go to?

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Originally posted by Vivid Boy i didnt read it but i saw a she in there. damn bitches

German school system is pretty messed up

I think if i were that person i'd be embarassed and ashamed most likely. Getting your ass beat by your dad in front of someone is harsh.
I guess i'd be conflicted about talking to him, i'd be scared, in case my father found out i was still seeing him, embarassed because he saw me getting a beating, ashamed because (thanks to my father) i might feel the feelings i have for this person are unhealthy, maybe even abnormal. I might be scared of what the person thinks of me now and whether he wants to continue the relation we had knowing the danger that could impose on both of us.

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Whatever it may take I keep on trying.

I've taken the liberty of completing your assignment for you. Here's what you need to turn in:

This assignment is, far and away, the most ridiculous thing I have ever had requested of me. Trying to imagine being in a situation like that and actually experiencing it would be so radically different that to suggest that you could somehow have insight into how someone going through that would "think and feel" by just reading the situation is downright asinine. It would be an unacceptable affront to my sense of intellectual integrity to even attempt such a task. It would also be an slap in the face to people who actually have to deal with situations like this every day for me to presume to be able to understand what they might be feeling.

Due to my intellectual and moral objections to the very premise upon which this assignment rests, I am left with no honorable choice but to refuse to participate in this assignment. I am willing to accept whatever consequences may follow from my refusal to complete this assignment, as I stand to lose nothing which is more valuable to me than my honor, integrity, and sense of moral righteousness, which I would have to sacrifice in order to participate in this fraud of a scholastic pursuit.

Signed,

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Originally posted by Bullet What do you think and feel in this moment?

When you pass your friend in the hall you don't feel gay anymore. In fact you're now straight and checking out the hot girl behind him. You feel aroused by looking at her boobs.