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Derealization
Anybody ever have this?
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It started like a week ago. I had a panic attack brought on by absolutly no stress or or anything, it just sort of happened. Afterwards, since I knew about panic attacks and how they are a completely harmless reaction, I thought nothing of it. Prior to this, I've only had one other panic attack. Afterwards, even though I don't have a fear of getting anotherone, I felt different afterwards which then brought on the fear of having another one.
About 3 days later, I had another panic attack at school during my homework, not really a stressful situation again. After that one, I started feeling really different mentally, like there was something off in my brain chemistry. I couldn't visualize things mentally, touch sensations didn't seem right, and my vision seemed to be pidgeon holded. I literally felt like I was going crazy.
I researched throughout the internet to see if there was anything associatede with what I was feeling and this derealization was the best description of what I was going through, plus its common with panic attacks. I feel like I am getting better, and I have been to wrok twice during the duration in which I had perfect recall everything, motor skills and calculation abilities were fine.
I schedualed an appointment with the doctor to get some blood tests that have already been taken and I am trying to schedual something with a neurologists to see if there is anything wrong physically, like a brain tumor.
After a couple of days of just experiencing the symptoms of derealization, I think I just have a case of anxiety. The thing is, I don't know from what. I am not a particularly stressed out person, I don't have any issues mentally, no history of any kind of mental illness, nor any family history. My family doesn't have any history of cancer either. I am pretty much just remaining with a cool head about all this, plus I have school and work, so I am just waiting to confirm that it is nothing physical.
Anywho, has anybody had this "drealization" before? It's pretty scary when it first happens, but once you realize it is just some kind of side effect of anxiety, it's easier to handle.
Edited to add: There were no drugs involved in this, so that alternative can be crossed off.
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