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Weddings, Funerals, and Life
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| igottaknow |
| [edit]Childhood[/edit] friend of mine just got married. Makes me feel kinda weird like some big milestone (dam im gettin old). Funerals are similar too, like all these ppl who don't know each other get together for few hours then go their separate ways. Snap shot of life and on we go. Freaks me out when i look at the big picture of life and wonder about where i am and where im going. sorry just some late nite rambling. anyone ever feel this way? |
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| whiskers |
today i saw an acquaitance of mine, a sophomore in high school (well, now a junior) and she is on her 9th month of pregnancy
kinda freaked me out to think about that, you know.
and as for what you say, i always think about that... i mean, how weird / amusing must our lives look to some aliens, if they're watching
it's like people do things and they have no real reason in life, don't know what they live for, they are just born, grow up, chase their dreams, jobs, money, cars, life, happiness, family, etc., but most of them don't really accomplish anything... |
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| bassaholix |
All life goes past in the blink of an eye.. its what you do in that life that counts... i hope to one day lie on my death bed, smiling, because all you can do when death is smiling at you is smile back...
I wanna smile knowing that i have surved at least a purpose, that i have loved and been loved... |
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| [N]ûk|êû[Z] |
| quote: | Originally posted by igottaknow
[edit]Childhood[/edit] friend of mine just got married. Makes me feel kinda weird like some big milestone (dam im gettin old). Funerals are similar too, like all these ppl who don't know each other get together for few hours then go their separate ways. Snap shot of life and on we go. Freaks me out when i look at the big picture of life and wonder about where i am and where im going. sorry just some late nite rambling. anyone ever feel this way? |
dayam mate, thats a hella deep thought there. would i be right in thinking that your a little under the weather right now?... sorry to pry, but i often think deep about stuff when im sad, which is quite often. its amazing how deep you can look into things when you got nothing but youyr own thoughts to keep you company. there absolutely nothing that scares me in life , other than my own imagination, and when i think about what life could throw at me next... yeah, had a pretty rough ride so far.
it sucks getting older, and having new things to establish and figure out. Lifes is like a the biggest bugger of a mathmatical equation set by albert einstein himself, when he was ed on drugs and cant even remember the formula himself. but what the hell, gotta keep peddling on to either jump over the next hurdle, or crash into it like a cows dead carcass into a slaughter wagon.
only thing you can do is keep thoughts to a minimal and take the ****** by the horns, best of luck :) |
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| Domz |
yeh know exactly what your onabout
classic example with me is breakin up or arguin with your girlfriend, those sad songs all make sense again, hehe
you just tend to think about you dont think about when your in a normal state of mind
anyways over and out |
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| JohnSmith |
the days go by like years and the years go by like days.
true dat.
this being trance addict, here's some lyrics that exemplify the feelings too:
we drift deeper... life goes on... we drift deeper... into the sound..
we all know the song :)
it's amazing how fast life goes eh? i remember being in highschool, thinking , i just want to get out of my parents house, then i'll be free. then i remember college, and i thought, once i graduate, then i'll be free. now, i'm out of college, live with my girlfriend, getting married in 3 months.. i still feel like a kid. |
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| attacc |
Don't think too much about your life, just try have a good time and live today! Your life is now :)
Don't worry.. be happy :toocool: |
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| Dj O'Callaghan |
I think like this all the time. Its weird like one time I heard my dad and my uncle speaking they said all these names from the neighbourhood they grew up in, my dad was like what happened to John Murphy my uncle was like ah he got out of prison a month ago died like this week heart attack they reckon, all these names got mentioned some dudes ended up married and having really good careers, others were in jail, some turned into alcoholics and drug addicts and were others dead its like really ed up aswell because these are like all in their 50's I guess its one of them things.
Like I speak to my best mates over a few beers and we're all 21 odd years old and it seems more and more ed up. people we were at school with 3 years ago are just totally different you mention these names and its like I wander what happened to him I wonder what happened to her People are Herion addicts, people are in Prison, some people are earning big wages, the rest of us are struggling to make a living and it just makes you think like I still luckily see a lot of people but you know its how people grow apart from each other and move away or distance themselves from people which I find weird then you see them again.
All I think now is enjoy everything I think it I'm not born into a rich family or anything I don't have hardly any money I came from a single parent family at the end of the day though I think to myself I had a happy childhood I had things I wanted, I try to put things the same wayy these days like I got made redundent on friday I thought I was going to miss my work and the people I work with around 40 odd people went out hardcore drinking after work there was 3 of us left in the end me included the rest of the people who were there got thrown out for fighting or being drunk I must of broke up about 5 odd fights between ex work colleagues and I saw sides to people and thought what ing arseholes I should of let the doormen ing drop the bastards and then I thought actually I'm not going to miss my old workplace its not the career I want I'm going to start enjoying myself again lifes to short at the end of the day to question your existence get out there see the world and enjoy yourself mate cos thats what I'm going to do, I might not end up with a wicked career but it. |
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| igottaknow |
| quote: | Originally posted by Domz
yeh know exactly what your onabout classic example with me is breakin up or arguin with your girlfriend, those sad songs all make sense again, hehe you just tend to think about you dont think about when your in a normal state of mind |
At major events like weddings, i take inventory of my life. i was gettin down on myself cause i kinda feel like ive wasted time doing things that dont mean that much in the long run (workin at sucky job to pay of loans). i still havent met the love of my life and i not sure if its my fault cause i havent taken enough chances. this is what i think about when i too much time on my hands. oh well. |
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| Turbonium |
| Ok guys, then wouldn't watching pr0n be wrong? Wouldn't that subtract from the worth of your life? I know lots of you watch it, and I have before too. |
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| igottaknow |
| quote: | Originally posted by Turbonium
Ok guys, then wouldn't watching pr0n be wrong? Wouldn't that subtract from the worth of your life? I know lots of you watch it, and I have before too. |
i wouldnt say its wrong, but it definely doesnt lead any where productive, kinda like watchin tv. obvious too much of either is a bad thing. |
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| Turbonium |
| quote: | Originally posted by igottaknow
i wouldnt say its wrong, but it definely doesnt lead any where productive, kinda like watchin tv. obvious too much of either is a bad thing. |
Well there's a load stashed in my HDD that I never refer to. Like 5GB or something. For some reason though, I don't want to delete it, don't ask me why.
If I'm not using it, why keep it? I guess for emergencies?!? No clue. |
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