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personal thoughts on tomorrow night and a depressed rant...
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| pvd420 |
this is not one of your typical pvd threads, about what song he is supposed to or not supposed to play, or about what time to get there or what you can and cant bring inside. this is me venting on a very depressing subject at the moment.
i wrote the "i know this may sound sad but..." thread months ago complaining about being lonely and not being able to give what i have to offer to the right girl out there and so on. well a few months later after being alone for over 2 years and meeting only 1 person, i met the most amazing girl. our personalities connected in every way i could possibly imagine and more.
we got to know each other and i knew right away i wanted her to be with me and no one else. you can think all you want about jumping to conclusions too quickly but i know with every fiber in my being and in my soul she was the one i wanted to be with and could see myself with for good.
when she and i discussed my love of trance and clubbing, it made me realize i had found someone truly unique who could appreciate music like i could and could bring with me to the club and have an amazing time with. she was supposed to come with me to pvd tomorrow night and ferry on saturday. unfortunately (and completely out of left field), after the most amazing valentines day she and i have both ever had, she and i get into one or two small disagreements later last week, and she decides she cant be with me anymore. issues with one of her past relationships made her feel like i was going to treat her just like someone else did (who treated her like complete ) after only one fight.
needless to say i am devastated. completely heartbroken. after years of going clubbing and out to shows alone i finally thought i was being blessed with someone i loved so very much to share the experience with. in addition to that i just cant believe that the only girl i have realistically said to myself "I can picture myself marrying this girl", has walked out of my life.
i know some of this comes across as wierd on an internet message board but i did get a good response last time so i figured i'd just vent on here.
so no matter how good the set is tomorrow night, or how much fun i will try to have, there will be something really big missing for me....
for those of you who have that amazing person in your lives, cherish them as much as you can cause what happened to me is living proof that something so good can vanish in the blink of an eye with very little explaination why :( |
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| LuNaSeA |
what the hell are you doing here man?! GO GET HER BACK!!!!!
WORK IT OUT. nuff said, j0. |
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| Vlad |
| quote: | Originally posted by pvd420
this is not one of your typical pvd threads, about what song he is supposed to or not supposed to play, or about what time to get there or what you can and cant bring inside. this is me venting on a very depressing subject at the moment.
i wrote the "i know this may sound sad but..." thread months ago complaining about being lonely and not being able to give what i have to offer to the right girl out there and so on. well a few months later after being alone for over 2 years and meeting only 1 person, i met the most amazing girl. our personalities connected in every way i could possibly imagine and more.
we got to know each other and i knew right away i wanted her to be with me and no one else. you can think all you want about jumping to conclusions too quickly but i know with every fiber in my being and in my soul she was the one i wanted to be with and could see myself with for good.
when she and i discussed my love of trance and clubbing, it made me realize i had found someone truly unique who could appreciate music like i could and could bring with me to the club and have an amazing time with. she was supposed to come with me to pvd tomorrow night and ferry on saturday. unfortunately (and completely out of left field), after the most amazing valentines day she and i have both ever had, she and i get into one or two small disagreements later last week, and she decides she cant be with me anymore. issues with one of her past relationships made her feel like i was going to treat her just like someone else did (who treated her like complete ) after only one fight.
needless to say i am devastated. completely heartbroken. after years of going clubbing and out to shows alone i finally thought i was being blessed with someone i loved so very much to share the experience with. in addition to that i just cant believe that the only girl i have realistically said to myself "I can picture myself marrying this girl", has walked out of my life.
i know some of this comes across as wierd on an internet message board but i did get a good response last time so i figured i'd just vent on here.
so no matter how good the set is tomorrow night, or how much fun i will try to have, there will be something really big missing for me....
for those of you who have that amazing person in your lives, cherish them as much as you can cause what happened to me is living proof that something so good can vanish in the blink of an eye with very little explaination why :( |
dude does she have a screenname or email address... if so PM it to me... Ill mend those broken wings |
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| AstralNrg |
| Big up To Leonia im in Fort Lee |
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| trunks1022 |
| work at it! show her u're different! and good luck! |
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| vtec junkie |
| If shes that quick to walk out of your life.....I hate to say it......but shes not the one bro. I hope you get over her soon and just try to have fun @ PVD. Who knows....you might meet another girl there.;) |
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| fr0st |
| Dude just unzip your pants and whip out your cock.. Then say "Hey baby, you know you can't live without this". Then hopefully she will say "God no" then shell drop to here knees and start blowing you right there on the spot... |
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| vtec junkie |
| Hahahahahha.:wtf: |
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| pvd420 |
believe me i've been fighting to get her back for days now. nothing i have said is making any difference. email after email, phone call after phone call pleading with her, saying how much she will be missing out on hasnt done much if anything at all.
i really thought i had something amazing. i always figured that when bad things happen between two people, you at least have some warning and can see it comming. i honestly did not. that's how it had always been in my relationships in the past. it feels like i fell off the mountain i had been hoping to climb for so long.
thanks for the support guys. it's at times like this that i realize that there are good people out there who i can turn to for support (even if i have never met them). thanks.... |
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| pyro264jb |
| quote: | Originally posted by trunks1022
work at it! show her u're different! and good luck! |
Na It doesnt sound like he has to change at all. If what your saying really is true then she didn't break it off because of 2 small disagreements. She may of been searching for a way to get out of the relationship and used those to fights as an excuse. Girls get very confused about emotions and feelings. Maybe you should give it time and see what happens.
good luck |
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| pyro264jb |
| quote: | Originally posted by vtec junkie
Who knows....you might meet another girl there.;) |
He will hehe :D |
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| AddictedTo1982 |
| Loves sucks nuff said |
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