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how pathetic am i . .?
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| enferno |
i'm sitting at home, alone, drinking myself into depression, watching Independance Day, on the 4th of July, while people are blowing up and having fun.
i'm really sad today, for no reason. i have all i ever wanted in life, and i'm still young. i'm married, i have a house of my own, a car that runs reliably, and i'm sad as right now
i don't know why
maybe it's because i just had a visit from a high school friend, who told me she loved me in high school . . and i liked her for year and years before i went for my wife . . and God forgive, I would have dumped her back in highschool for this girl if i would have known.
broken hearts suck, even when you are in love and have a happy relationship.
it's like i just relived every emotion all over again in high school.
maybe it's just the alcohol talking . .
i'm confused, and i needed a place to vent . . . |
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| SID133 |
dont know why you are sad yo but i feel that way sometimes too it'll pass
you hope you feel better dude :toothless |
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| TweeK |
| dude, i say you at least bang that one chick from highschool |
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| twisted420 |
lets get together for some boom boom im sad myself...sorry i just dont know any words right now to help so i thought id make an attemt to eather piss you off furthermore, make you laugh, or puke, or..whatever..i mean no harm..
At trance addict we love our fellow TAs, so in that case, i think i speak for us all: WE HOPE YOU DONT KILLYOURSELF AND HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER!!!
ps. note that alcohol can make you feel alot more worse and depressed sometimes... |
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| daydreamer |
damn what is up with us.
kind of feeling blue also, :(
definately don't drink and listen to sad music.
hard as it may be don't think about it to much |
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| enferno |
i am never ever like this or depressed
ever
i guess i'm just regretting all the bad choices i did in highschool
and i feel so empty about all the decision or oppertunities i didn't make or that passed up
i'm feeling especially guilty right now that i even considered leaving my wife for this girl . . it's wrong, and i guess i have to admit it wasn't ment to be
thanks for your support guys
i needed it |
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| DeviantxPete |
| If it makes you feel any better, I spent the better half of the day cussing my dorm neighbors out for blasting their goddamn hip-hop while I'm trying to study for final exams. Pair of ignorant sluts they are. |
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| TranzAddict |
HAHA, WTF for some reason i am too:(
i dont know why, Ok yes i do. I miss this girl i was with this past weekend. Am i IN LOVE AGAIN?:nervous: ..i hope its not cuz of that..hmmmm:confused: |
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| Vigilante |
You know what u need?
ROOM RAVE!!!!!!
:D :D :D :D |
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| daydreamer |
see i don't know.
since it has been brought up.
do you guys/gals believe in meant to be...
do you ever really only love once in life..
or you just associate the word love for simple attraction? |
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| R.j. |
| i'm always kinda different during a holdiday.... |
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