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Lets talk about gettin high (pg. 2)
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| lücid |
| quote: | Originally posted by tu_face
E in particular, i think opens your eyes and gives you a different take on the world, as well as making you more outgoing in your life. i think you get less shy once you have taken it. |
agree 100%! i thought i was the only one who noticed this, having severe social anxiety before i took E for the first time. afterwards (over the course of a couple months), i found myself to be much more outgoing and not scared to talk to people anymore. i've only done E twice, but i would say it has had a positive impact on my life.
unlike a lot of you, i have never rolled at a club/rave, and i wasn't even into EDM back when i did E. i'm almost scared to roll now that i'm into EDM because i'm afraid i might realize how amazing it is to take while listening and dancing to my favorite music. i definitely don't feel like i need it to have a good time, but i'm sure it would be an added bonus, if i ever did it while at a club.
only drug i've ever had a problem with was blow. this past summer i got into it and was doing it more often than i should have, until one night (i believe it was a wednesday night, and i had work the next day at 9am), i ended up doing too much over the course of the night and when i started to come down in the morning i felt like i was going ing crazy. basically it was at the point where i felt like if i fell asleep, i would die... but i didn't even care because i just wanted to escape the way i was feeling at the moment. i was experiencing all of the overdose symptoms except for "stroke, heart attack, and possibly death". nice.
i got through it and called in sick the next day to work, and was a wreck for the rest of the weekend. i swore i wasn't gonna touch that ever again, but we still had some left so a week later it started all over again, except this time it was on a thursday night, and i had already taken the next day of work off. yippee! needless to say, same happened all over again, except it wasn't quite as bad as the week before. i still crashed super hard, but didn't get hysterical. after that i swore FOR REAL not to touch that ever again, and we flushed what was left down the toilet.
i was real strong on keeping my word for about a month, and then i thought "maybe i should get some blow for this weekend, saturday is gonna be a late night, i can use it as an aid"... so i did, and i ended up doing a little bit of it on friday night, and a little bit on saturday night. nothing huge, and i was fine. so now i'm just real careful to not over-do it. which is ing hard to do if you have larger amounts, so if i do it, now i won't buy more than a 20 for myself for one night. i just like it as an enhancer... it makes me social and outgoing (especially if i'm tired), and it's not obvious that i'm high, which i like.
no more binges though. :wtf: :mad: :crazy: |
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| Gunyouken |
I have never taken any rave scene drugs, I smoked a little weed now and again, and it has been quite nice, exept one time I puked my brains out and felt like dog (like sea sick and I couldn't focus my eyes on anything) for 2 days, I donno what the hell was in that stuff, it was terrible. I'm a little afraid of stuff like E and acid and cat, and I am not young enough and peer pressured enough to try any, and besides I enjoy my clubbing more then most people I know, so theres no need.
I know a few people that are really ed up because of drugs, my one friend started stealing everyones to support his habit.
Also this one super hot chick I used to visit got a BF that was heavily into coke, she went down the drain so fast, one could hardly recognize her, it was a real shame, she was soooo awsome. After a while she ran away from home with that stupid **** and I never saw her again. :(
I donno if most people can take drugs in moderation, cause it's very easy to say "take in moderation" but I think most people just aren't made to take addictive substances in moderation. |
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| lücid |
| quote: | Originally posted by Gunyouken
I donno if most people can take drugs in moderation, cause it's very easy to say "take in moderation" but I think most people just aren't made to take addictive substances in moderation. |
i think some people just have more addictive personalities, or they put themselves in addictive situations (ie; hanging with a group that's really into drugs, being a dealer, being best buddies with a dealer, etc). personally, i have never become addicted to any drug. a lot of the time i can do it once or twice and think "ok, that was fun, but i'm not letting it get out of hand".
if you're addicted to gambling, alcohol, shopping, etc... you are much more prone to become addicted to drugs, which is why people that are battling with other addictions should not bring drugs into their life. |
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| UWM |
| quote: | Originally posted by lücid
i swore FOR REAL not to touch that ever again, and we flushed what was left down the toilet.
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NoooOoOOoOooOOOOooo! |
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| lücid |
| quote: | Originally posted by UWM
NoooOoOOoOooOOOOooo! |
hahahahah... i knew someone was gonna say that. :wtf:
seriously, it's probably in Lake Michigan if you wanna go find it. |
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| UWM |
| Nah, I haven't touched that in over 3 1/2 months and I'm not really looking to become reacquainted. There might be some really amped up fish out there though ;) |
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| tranceDJ |
| quote: | Originally posted by lücid
i think some people just have more addictive personalities, or they put themselves in addictive situations (ie; hanging with a group that's really into drugs, being a dealer, being best buddies with a dealer, etc). personally, i have never become addicted to any drug. a lot of the time i can do it once or twice and think "ok, that was fun, but i'm not letting it get out of hand".
if you're addicted to gambling, alcohol, shopping, etc... you are much more prone to become addicted to drugs, which is why people that are battling with other addictions should not bring drugs into their life. |
There's also in my opinion people who take drugs to party and have a good time (usually people who strictly only use on the weeekends) and people who are using drugs because they feel they have a bad life and are trying to "escape"...this is the category of people that usually become addicted not to say people who use drugs to party cannot become addicted. |
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| lücid |
| quote: | Originally posted by UWM
Nah, I haven't touched that in over 3 1/2 months and I'm not really looking to become reacquainted. There might be some really amped up fish out there though ;) |
good for you. :)
with all the that goes into that lake, i'm surprised there's still fishies left! |
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| Mebot |
| quote: | Originally posted by N-Tys
cant say ive done anything b4 ive always wondered what it would b like on e but beer is good for now :) |
Same here, the only drug I do (and have done) is alcohol and I know my limits and I know when to say no.
I don't give in to peer pressure as easily so I don't see alcohol becoming a negative consequence in my life. |
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| LoCa |
I think personally they've made my life better. Although i've only experienced 2 class A drugs, i would have to say one of them has made me more open, more sociable, a nicer person in general. I love the feeling i get where there's nothing that can make me have a bad time.
I've only been to hospital once because of a drug and that was... weed! Yeah i know a lot of you are gonna see this and be like "wtf" but it reduced my blood pressure so bad that i passed out on the street and my bf had to call 911. Needless to say i've never smoked weed again since :p
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The other question asked was "Are you an addict?"
My answer is no, i don't believe i am an addict. I drop a pill roughly every 4 months or so, and have recently decided to increase the in-between time to 6 months (might be longer, it usually depends what DJ is around when the 6 months are up). Luckily e is not physically addictive so i've never experienced any problems not taking it over long periods of time :) |
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| pvd420 |
for me, the first time i took a pill i could tell that i had changed and was a different person mentally. very similar to the way i felt after the first time i went out to a real club (here in ny).
i find drugs a very enjoyable way of expanding my own consciousness. it is also a way of sharing an experience with my friends, and other people i meet when i go out to shows.
like many others at one point i rolled way to often and did it every time i went out. as the quality of pills declined here, i realized not only was i overdoing it just to achieve the same high, i had lost sight of what attracted me to clubbing and edm in the first place...the music.
so i asy as long as you have a plan of what direction you want your life to go and how you plan to get there, experimentation is not that bad. i promised myself that i wouldnt do any drugs beyond weed, pills, k, and shrooms/acid. at this point weed and pills are the two drugs that are around. i would like to do k again but am too lazy to really search for it. acid/shrooms are fun as well but again i dont have an overwhelming desire to do these anytime soon.
unfortunatly for a lot of people, they dont have the mental willpower to control what they do, and go overboard and let drugs take over their lives. and sadly this is what the majority of the public that dont condone drugs base their views on.
for me, rolling 4 or so times a year and smoking weed on the weekends works for me. when i have to settle down i am sure these #'s will decline. i do feel bad for those that have not had the opportunity to find that something inside of themselves through the recreational use of drugs. |
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| XaNaX |
| quote: | Originally posted by lücid
only drug i've ever had a problem with was blow. this past summer i got into it and was doing it more often than i should have, until one night (i believe it was a wednesday night, and i had work the next day at 9am), i ended up doing too much over the course of the night and when i started to come down in the morning i felt like i was going ing crazy. basically it was at the point where i felt like if i fell asleep, i would die... but i didn't even care because i just wanted to escape the way i was feeling at the moment. i was experiencing all of the overdose symptoms except for "stroke, heart attack, and possibly death". nice.
i got through it and called in sick the next day to work, and was a wreck for the rest of the weekend. i swore i wasn't gonna touch that ever again, but we still had some left so a week later it started all over again, except this time it was on a thursday night, and i had already taken the next day of work off. yippee! needless to say, same happened all over again, except it wasn't quite as bad as the week before. i still crashed super hard, but didn't get hysterical. after that i swore FOR REAL not to touch that ever again, and we flushed what was left down the toilet.
no more binges though. :wtf: :mad: :crazy: |
Hahahah welcome to the crash after a coke binge. Thats why its best to have some xanax around, that fixes you right up.
Oh and next time you are gonna flush yay down the toilet, ing package that up and mail it to me instead ;) |
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